Being his halal

chapter 15.

Waking up early to pray fagr is always my normal duty, but then I realize I am off salat as I sit on the bed looking at annur.

He sleeps soundly, as he runs his hand over his hair. Wait I never knew people do that even when sleeping.

But I shouldn't be surprised he's annur, my husband.

He let out a small smile on his cheek and I couldn't help but smile also, I feel so attracted to him in ways I couldn't explain, seeing him touch me, kiss me, call me dear, all those little things made me realize one thing.

I'M IN LOVE WITH ANNUR.

Yes am in love with annur, but I couldn't say because I wonder if he feels the same way, its like whenever I'm always lost he's always there to bring me back, he's always there to bring me closer to him.

I stare at him a little longer looking at his handsome structure. He is a very handsome man, with black brown hair like me and irresistible body.

I couldn't help but wonder while all these thoughts flew to mind and the answer is Allah knew the best for us when he joined us together, and for that I'll be forever grateful not to talk of all the other things he's done for me. Just one month and it was enough for me to fall for him.

I giggle out again and couldn't resit. I lowered my body to his and put on him a small kiss on his lips and then decide to get up but I couldn't, as I feel his warm, soft touch around my wrists.

"Did you think what you just did would get you off me easily?" I hear annur say with sleepy eyes

"What.. What are you talking about?" I try to deny things.

"Come here," He says dragging me towards him and placing me on top of him letting me sit on his laps and holding me tightly around my waist.

"Annur, let me go."

"Why, you're never going anywhere away from me." He turns me over letting our positions be vice versa while tickling me.

"Annur, stop," I say laughing.

See what I started.

"Oh my wife is ticklish," He says before stopping. He locks his eyes with mine before lowering it while looking at my lips and coming closer.

He let our lips intertwined, dragging my lower lip making me gasp for breath. "An...." I try to stop him but he got in again and kiss me passionately, while placing his hands on my arms rendering them useless then rasing off my little night top.

I let out a moan as he kiss all round my neck, touching my bare skin leaving me with my top at the upper part of my chest.

He goes further grabbing my hips like he is craving for hunger. My breath becames deeper as I try to break free. I then remembered the first reason I woke up. FAGR.  But that isn't the only reason I would want this to stop.

I am still not ready for whatever he is offering, I couldn't let him, not yet at least. But if I tell him that it might only piss him off. Telling him it's time for fagr is the only way I could get him off me, not that I wanted to.

"Annur," I say trying to stop him from making me shirtless.

I'm the cause of this, if I hadn't been so attracted to him and kissed him, we wouldn't be here. But I just had to, and now I've released a sensual Annur.

"Hmmm," he says while kissing my neck down till it reachs my chest.

"Annur, its time for fagr." I blurt out making him stop immediately.

"What?" He asks.

"Yes, that's what I was going to wake you up for before all these started." I say pushing him away.