INSECURE // Chris Brown Story

INSECURE // -6-

When we went around the last lap, I saw the flag and I was in first, I pressed the gas as a car passed me and went through the finish line, I was shocked, Jada won, I smiled as we parked the car and I got out and walked over toward the exit as Logan followed me, Jada had to get her flag that said 1st place and came running toward us with a big smile, showing the most adorable dimples, She ran in to my arms as I picked her up and spun her around hugging her. I sat down as she looked up at me and smiled,

"I did it" She squealed and jumped up as me and Logan laughed, we went over to skee ball, and I was in between her and Logan, I glanced over at her to see her with a small smile on her face, with those dimples again, I smiled and just watched her, Im glad the she is actually having fun, when like 30 minutes ago, she was crying in my arms. She moved a piece of hair out of her face and glanced over at me, and lightly smiled. We play as many games as we could until we couldnt anymore, and got out prizes from the tickets we got. I smiled as we walked outside, it was nice but I was a little chilly. Logan ran ahead of us to the car and me and Jada walked next to eachother.

"Thanks again Chris, for everything!" she looked up at me as I nodded my head,

"your welcome, im just glad that you had fun." I said as she smiled and shook her head,

"I really did" she said and we approached the car, she got in the drivers seat and I got in the passenger as she grabbed her keys.

"Okay, so we can either go get some icecream, and the take you home, or we can go to the house, make some popcorn and watch a movie?" she asked as she looked at me to Logan. I looked back at him as he smiled,

"um well im up for anything!" I said as Jada looked back at Logan,

"So movie and popcorn?" he asked as she nodded her head and stuck her key in the ignition, she turned on the heat and the radio, the we were off.

We pulled up to there house as the garage opened and we parked in there, we all got out the house as he headed in, and damn was this a nice house! I looked around in awe as Jada sat her keys on the counter,

"You can sit on the couch, I think that Logan went to change in to night clothes," she said sitting down on a little brown couch that wrapped around the room. I sat down by her and looked around.

"Nice House" I said as I glances and saw her roll her eyes,

"what?" I asked as she just shook her head,

"the house was a way of my mom making up for not being a mother, and when I needed her the most, you know she was so blind that she didn't even notice I was depressed and......and....I don't know" she said running her finger through her hair as Logan walked down the stairs.

Jada POV.

"Hey can you show Chris where the movie room is and imma change then get some popcorn" i asked as o got up from the couch and he nodded his head yes, I got up and went down to the basement and opened my door and went over to the closet as walked in it, I grabbed a loose t-Shirt and couldn't find any pajama pants, I just picked off the sweats from the floor and walked out in the room kicking my shoes off with the rest of my clothes, and put on the shirt and sweats then made my way to my bathroom, I took my hair and ran my fingers threw it, I grabbed my face wash and washed my face and dried it off turning off all the light and heading back upstairs, I heard Chris and Logan laughing as I made my way to the kitchen, I grabbed the a couple bags of popcorn and threw them in the microwave waiting till they were done, I grabbed three bowls and poured some in them, then grabbed 3 cans of dr. pepper and walked out to the movie room, I walked in looking at them, as Chris and Logan both had blankets over them as Logan sat one of the couches and Chris was on a recliner. I sat a bowl and a soda on Chris' lap and walked over to Logan as he stared at me. I sat down as he still stared at me,

"Logan is something wrong?" I asked as he looked down the back up,

"Did you, you know" he tapped his thigh, I felt my eyes get bigger as shook my head no,

"No Logan!" I said as I leaned in to the recliner I was sitting in,

"Then why are you wearing those sweats?" he asked as I looked at him confused,

"Because I just put on some sweats, Logan"

"Jada stop lying you only wear those sweats after you've cut!" he yelled then his face went to regret, my mouth hung open in shock as I glanced at the Chris to see exactly what I didn't want to see in his eyes, disappointment and sympathy. I sighed and got up setting the popcorn and the soda down as I got up,

"Jada im sorry I didn't mean to say it"I Logan said as I walked down stairs to my room, I closed the door behind me and walked over to my bed, turning on the little light that I had by it. I sat on my bed as tears streamed down my face. I sighed as more tears came running down my face. I heard the door open and heard him sigh, honestly I don't want to talk to him right now. I heard his foot steps come around the bed and he stood in front of me, but I kept my head down as tears fell on my lap.

"Jada" he said softly and sweetly, I slowly looked up and he motioned me to hug him, I stood up and dug my face in his chest, and wrapped my arms around his torso, as he wrapped his arms around my neck, I cried silently in his chest as he played with my hair. I took a big breath getting a whiff of his scent and loving the smell, I could get high off this smell. I slowly pulled away from the hug as he wiped my tears, I sniffled and looked down,

"Im sorry" I whispered as I leaned back and sat down on the bed. He sat down next to me and I felt his staring at me.

"C-can I, Um can I see them?" he asked as I looked over at him,

"What do you mean?" I asked as he sighed,

"Your scars" he said as I sighed,

"but why" I asked in disbelief as to why he would want to see them.

"Because I wanna help you. Be there for you, see all the times that you needed someone but no one was there for you." he said as I nodded my head, taking in his words as I stood up and slid down my sweats, I sat back down with the sweat hanging over my knees as he sighed and a tear came rolling down his face, I wiped his cheek and he slowly ran his finger over worthless,

"Jada." he whispered as he ran his hand over my thigh, he leaned down, and I didn't know what he was doing till, I felt the softest lips on my thigh, he kissed over and over on my thigh, each kiss so soft and gentle, I sighed and he looked up at me,

"Why did you do this? Was it a bad boyfriend or what?" he asked as I shook my head no,

"No, Chris I haven't ever had a boyfriend!" I said as he looked shocked,

"First Kiss?" he asked as I looked down embarrassed, I shook my head no, he put his hand on my thigh and I glanced up,

"Can I be your first?" he asked as I looked at him, shocked, I slowly nodded my head, I don't know what I was thinking, my brain said No but my Heart said Yes, he lightly smiled and started to lean in, I felt my heart beat speed up and leaned in to, I felt his lips come in contact with mine and it felt like everything in the world stopped, like it was just me and him right here right now, just us in this room and that's all I need, I put my hand on his neck and deepened the kiss hoping that I wasn't that bad at my  first time, I slowly pulled away even though I didn't want to and looked at him as he smiled,

"Why did you want to be my first?" I asked as I pulled my sweats up because I thought that it was awkward that they were just down like that, he lightly smiled and just shrugged.

Chris POV

I just shrugged my shoulders and looked at her,

"I just wanted your first kiss to be with someone that really cares for you and wont make you do this no more" I said tapping her thigh. She lightly blushed as she looked down, I picked up her chin and made her look at me as I leaned in again as she kissed me back.

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