"You okay?"
"I will be" I said as we drove to my house,
"Thanks for the ride again tyga "
"Hey I had to repay you for all those ride you gave me when this bad boy broke down" he said patting the dash board, I lightly smiled and looked down at my lap,
"Hey!" He grabbed my hand making me look at him "it's going to be okay, I live with the bastard he'll get what's coming for him alright?" I nodded my head and sighed.
When we pulled up to the drive way he shut off the car as we sat there for a second.
"Tyga?"
"Hmm"
"Last night when you said that Kaylee had a dude over and that's why you left. Was it Chris?" I whispered,
"Yea B, it was" he sighed and reached over rubbing my thigh, something that only Chris used to do. I sighed trying not to cry but I didn't work, that one pain ful tear that you don't want to fall always does and it's the worst,
"Jada" he whispered as he got out the car and walked to my side. He opened the door and unbuckled me, turning me to look at him as he wiped the tear,
"You don't deserve this ." He whispered
"Then what do I deserve Michael I kind of figured this was gonna happen I'm ugly okay? I'm fat and I'm ugly an-" I was cut off by Tyga crashing his lip in to mine, I pulled away and looked at him,
"Tyga.... Chris cheated on me but I can't cheat on him."
"I know I'm sorry I just, I like you B, and you deserve to be treated like a queen,"
"I was Michael, I was treated like a queen until last night," I sighed "I have to go" I said grabbing my bag and walking inside, i closed the door and peeked out the window as I saw Tyga drive off, I was standing there until my pocket buzzed, I grabbed my phone and looked at it, I sighed before sliding the bar across and putting it on my ear,
"Hello?"
"Babe where are ?"
"Umm I'm at home!"
"What? Why, you okay."
"I'm fine I was just feeling a little sick"
"Okay, why didn't you ask me to take you, who took you?"
Maybe because you had your tongue down my bully's throat
"Because I couldn't find you and I ran in to Tyga so he asked to take me."
"Oh."
"Yeah "
"Well I'm skip last block to come and see you."
"Just like you did yesterday." I mumbled not thinking he would hear me,
"I'm sorry about that, okay? My aunt need me."
"Your aunt huh?"
"Yeah Jada, why are you acting like this you have never acted like this."
I sighed and took a deep breath
"Chris do you remember the question you asked me before you asked me to be your girl friend ?"
"No" he whispered
"You asked me 'how can a girl be so beautiful on the outside yet be so broken on the inside... It's because people like you Chris, that I'm broken on the inside,"
"Babe..."
"Chris I know you didn't go to your aunts last night okay and I know where you went, all I have to say is damn, you're a great actor, pretending to like me this whole time must have been hard. What was this a little game that she plann-"
"Jada"
"Don't Jada me asshole let me finish! Was this some game she planned you date the loser for a month get her to fall completely in love with you then break her heart? Well congratulations you won the game!" And with that I hung up.
Chris
As soon as she hung up I ran out to my car. Hopped in and sped over to her house, I jumped out and tried to open the door but I was locked, I ran around back to the back door and picked up the fake rock key hider getting the key and going in the back door.
"Jada!" I yelled I had a bad feeling I ran down to her room to see her lying there on her bed asleep tears where half smudged on her face and her make up was down to her cheek downs, I sighed and look down seeing what I had hoped never to see again, six fresh cut were on her legs and the words 'not good enough' were written on her right leg as she laid in her side, I closed my eyes and sighed, I never wanted this to happen. I took off my jacket and went over to her light turning it off, I also took off my shoes and crawled into bed behind her wrapping my arms around her small waist,
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" I whispered in her ear as I to fell asleep,
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Does Chris deserve a second chance?
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INSECURE // Chris Brown Story
FanfictionIm fat and ugly and honestly I don't know why I was ever created but hopefully I find a purpose soon, I would hate to take away something that was meant to be beautiful, but is so ugly, that at first glance, you'd think its a monster. Life.
