INSECURE // Chris Brown Story

INSECURE // -12-

I woke up the next morning and got out of bed, changing my pants before going to get water, I was walking to the stairs when I saw Chris' Jacket hanging over the side of a chair in my room, what the hell. I picked it up getting a whiff of his smell, I sighed and put the jacket down heading up stairs, once I got to the top I saw Logan and Chris eating cereal at the kitchen table,

"What the hell are you doing here?" I asked interrupting there conversation.

"Babe I-" he said getting up

"Do baby me, you need to leave." I said walking past him and getting a glass of water,

"Come on Jada, don't be like that..." Logan said as he continue to eat his cereal,

"So you turned my own brother against me huh? Well why don't you tell Logan why I'm making you leave!" I walked past him and walked back down to my room, I knew that Chris was following me so I grabbed his shoes and his jacket and turned around handing them to him. I'm trying to look mad and angry on the out side , so that the heartbroken and sad girl inside doesn't come out.

He took the shoes and the jacket, started to walk up the stairs as laid in bed,

"Can you turn off the light " my voice cracked, as I pulled the blacker over me, laying on my side,

Chris

I knew she was crying, I knew that she was acting tough on the outside even though she was hurt, I turned off her light and set my stuff on the stairs walking over to her quietly, I laid in front of her as she cried, I pulled the blanket over the both of us as her eyes opened, I wrapped my arms around her before she could push me away, but surprisingly she didn't try to push me away, she grabbed on the sides of my shirt and just cried in to my chest. I held her tightly and just held her, I didn't play with her hair or rub her sides, I just held her. I don't wanna loose this girl but I feel like I already have.

"I'm so sorry." I whispered in her ear, her crying slowed and she sniffled

"Did I do something wrong?"

I sighed "No."

"Kaylee, really Chris ? You cheated on me with Kaylee?"
I sighed not really knowing what to say,

"I'm sorry"

"You don't get it, I don't want your apology, I don't want to be your girlfriend and I don't want you to talk to me anymore." She shoved me away from her as she got up and walked around the bed as I got up too. I got in front of her and held her arms,

"You really breaking up with me."

"Chris, I liked you! Okay? But I just can't trust you anymore."

"You liked me? So you just lost feelings for me Jada?"

"Chris.." She breathed, she placed both of her hands on the sides of my face and pulled me in as she kissed me. When we finally pulled away she had a tear rolling down her cheek

"Hey." I said wiping the tear,

"I know that it was probably all in my head but Chris I think that I'm in love with you and it breaks my heart to know that the feeling is not the same for you!"

"The feeling is the same Jada!"

"But it's not Chris because if you loved me like I love you then we wouldn't be having this conversation, and Kaylee would have gotten in your pants!" We stood there in silence for a bit before I broke it,

"Sit down" I said as she slowly did on the edge of her bed, I sat down by her and held her hand. "Tyga has been my best friend since forever, he and Kaylee would come down to Cali and stay with me and my mama. Kaylee and I dated for a while, she lost her Virginity to me and I lost mine to her, I don't know what happened but when I saw her the other day memories came back and it just happened. Look baby I love you and that's not a lie. I'm so sorry that I was jerk and didn't treat you the way you were supposed to be treated but I do love you and I just want you to know that!"

Jada was about to say something when her little brother peeked his head in the door.

"Hey Jada, Michael is here to see you."

Jada

"Okay" I lightly said as I got up and went up the stairs as Chris stayed sitting on the bed, I walked up the stairs to see him looking at a picture frame of me and smiled,

"Hey" I spoke

"Hey pretty thing" he smiled, as he licked his lips, hugging me, I leaned my head on his shoulder and just held him as he did the same to me, the hug was way long but I liked it.

"You good B?" I shook my head and looked into his eyes, I don't know why but I caught myself looking at his lips and leaning in, he kissed back as he held me a little tighter, I really liked this for some reason, both of his lips covers mine and I blushed , I held on to his plaid button up that he had over a hoodie and deepen the kiss, he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance but that's when I pulled away and looked at him,

"Wow lil mama" he kissed my forehead and then slowly slid his head toward my ear,

"You always kiss that good?" He whispered as I blushed and look down in a flattered way, the way that e was breathing in my ear was turning me on and then he had to start kissing my neck,

"No hickeys" I breathed

"No promises"