UNEXPECTED. (Johnny Depp Fanfiction)✔

part 12

I throw myself on my bed and looked up to my sealing and flash back.

There's a secret I keep from everyone, even from myself.

Me and michael haven't break up. I mean, we never really said, "we're through" and he just left me like that. Like an idiot.

Then he came to me like nothing happen and the stupid things is, I let him in.

I'm just too in love with him, I even gave diana a few advice when she had a fight with michael.

I keep telling myself that "I'm not an angel"

"I have feelings"

And

"I'm a human"

But I keep helping her anyway.

I keep helping him anyway.

Anytime he write another song, I always support him.

Even if he dedicate it to diana, I still have to cover the scars in my heart and hold back my tears when everyone is staring at me like an idiot when he sings beautifully to diana.

Everytime he told me that some guys make fun of him, I always told him to be strong.

When it's their anniversary, I wished them happiness and laughter while I don't have it all.

Winkies always tells me to avoid diana but I can't I just can't, everytime I looked at them, they seems like a perfect couple.

And me? I don't even close to a boy personally,

"Mmmh.." I sigh.

*bring* my phone rang. It actually broke all the thoughts I have in mind.

"Hello" I greeted.

"Hello" voice of a boy said

"Who is it?" I asked

"Uhm.. Johnny" it says

"Hey john" I tried to put myself together

"Your voice is shaking, butt face, are you okay?" He asked.

"Yes johnny" I sob a bit

"Hey, I know you're not" he said

I just want to say "I am not okay" but I can't.

"I'm fine johnny" I sigh

"Why do u call?" I said

"Just wonderin what are you doing" he asked

"I'm just in my room, doin nothin and you?" I asked.

"I'm talking to you actually" he giggle

That laugh makes me 80% better.

"Well, I have a song" he said

"You want to listen?" He said

"Mmmhmm.. " I mumbled.

"Well, you know that I can't sing, but I just want you to hear this.."

"I can't play slow songs but well"

"Here we go.."

He began to play the guitar..

"Smile.. Though your heart is aching"

"Smile.. Eventhough it's breaking"

I started to hear michael's voice in his guitar play. His voice seems blending in perfectly. I remember michael sings to me that night.

I accidentaly sob.

"You okay?" Johnny stopped his guitar play.

"Sorry johnny, I'm just-" I sob

"Is it because of michael?" Said johnny seems to read my mind.

"Hmm" I mumbled

"Did I bother you?" He asked.

"Not at all john, thank you so much" I said

"No problem, barbs," he said

"I just feel so-"

"Barbara!!!Dinner's ready!!" Mom yelled from downstair.

"What happen?" He asked.

"Uhmm, my mom. I must eat, I'll be right back" I said to johnny.

"I'll call you if you want me to" he said

"Yes johnny thank you, I'll text you later" I said.

"Bye," I said

"Bye" he hang the phone.

How weird, johnny never called me by the phone before. And he called me in the right timing. And he makes me better. Just maybe, he belong with me?

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