Cousins: Introducing Damon Salvatore

41: Texts // Bonnie & Damon

BonBon 💜:
Hey. You wanna talk about it?

Me:
Do you ever wonder if he still has feelings for her? Because I can't stop lately

BonBon 💜:
I thought things were going good for you guys

Me:
Yeah they are. I'm happy. We've been more intimate. But sometimes I just... he spends a lot of time with her. They're always off with some plan and I'm always just waiting around. I don't like that. I sit around in my house waiting for him all day long. It's like all we do is cuddle and go out to dinner. Is it wrong to want more?

BonBon 💜:
More as in what? Yeah. Y'all should probably go out more. But you know it's complicated dealing with vampire and stuff. We have Klaus on our back and Stefan is still off the charts

Me:
But why do I have to be left out?

BonBon 💜:
That's something you have to ask your boyfriend, Sky. He won't know how you feel until you talk to him about it.

Me:
That's not all

BonBon 💜:
What else is the problem?

Me:
So he does post about me a lot. Often. But it's always... it's always just cute and silly. A sweet I love you. That's how we are at home. And yet he can leave fire emojis and heart eyes on Elena's picture? It's like the only time he comments is when she posts or it's about me. And that's not cool

BonBon 💜:
I'm sure it's innocent, Sky. Don't make a problem out of nothing

Me:
But it is a problem. I spend ALL day on Instagram. I'm constantly saying how much I love him or how I'm attracted to him. Then I find out he's taking pictures of her on Homecoming. While I'm sitting with my mom or my dogs looking like crap because I have nowhere to go. And he doesn't make me feel any sexier. If we even fool around it's because I want to. What if he's bored? He's just wasting time with me until he moves onto something better. I DO think if she made a move on him, he'd go for her in a heartbeat. That's how insecure I am about their "friendship"

BonBon 💜:
I'm only telling you this because you deserve to know... Elena's had a sex dream about Damon. And other dreams of kissing him. I swore not to tell anyone but... He's your boyfriend. And they're spending time together like you said... I don't want you to be holding onto something if he's not 100% in this.

Me:
What if he's having dreams about her?! I don't think he's cheated on me. Damon wears guilt easily. But... he's attracted to her! I know that and that still tears me up. He was in love with her when I met him. Just because he loves me doesn't mean he's fallen out of love with her

BonBon 💜:
You do realize he's chosen to be with you. I don't doubt his love for you. But I do know how he felt for Elena. How he looked at her. And how he'd do anything for her

Me:
And he still would

BonBon 💜:
I think you guys are good together. You do make him a better person. And he does make you happy. I don't want you guys to break up. But you need to address the subject.

Me:
Can you handle the groupchat? I don't want to talk to anyone. I'm going to text Damon now. He left mine earlier when I was ignoring him

BonBon 💜:
Okay. Good luck. Hope I helped. 😘😘

Me:
Yeah, thanks for listening ❤️