My Brother's Best Friend

XLVII

Sinead p.o.v
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After our game of truth or dare we decided to order pizza and watch paranormal activity. Quinn and I are on one end of the bed while Amber and Harper were on the other end. I feel guilty because I made out with Jesse. I cheated on my boyfriend. I have to tell him.

But then again who knows if he's been cheating on me. Now that I think about that baby that Trisha is gonna have could be Julian's child. Wow, what if it is? Why would he keep it from me? Why would he sleep with Trisha? I'm not gonna make assumptions because they're probably not true.

"Sinead you okay?" Jesse asked. "Yeah, why'd you ask?" I replied. "Because I called your name six times and you looked lost in the sauce." He said and I chuckled. "I'm fine, what's up?" I asked. "I'm going to get junk food, wanna join?" He asked.

"Sure." I said. "I'm coming." Quinn said. "Me too." Tyler chimed in. We slipped on our shoes then left. We got into Jesse's car and he drove off. "Sinead have you talked to Julian?" Quinn asked. "Not since earlier." I said and she nodded. I wonder what he's doing.

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Julian's p.o.v
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"I don't like those guys they're with." Adrian said. The guys and I are in Carter's living room playing call of duty and eating nachos. "Me either, did you see the way the Jesse character was looking at Sinead?" Ryan asked. "He was really about to get punched in the nose." I said.

"Quinn moved on mighty fast." Adrian chuckled. "Shut up, that guy doesn't look better than me." Carter snapped. "Is somebody jealous?" Ryan asked. "No." Carter said looking down. "You are!" Ryan yelled then went into a fit of laughter. Adrian soon joined him.

I don't get how Carter could let someone as great as Quinn go. I mean I get that Savannah was his first love but their relationship was nothing compared to his relationship with Quinn. They were what the girls call relationship goals.

I never got what that meant. "Look, I have Savannah who's ten times better than Quinn." Carter said. "Dude, Savannah sucks." Ryan said. "And swallows." Adrian replied and I laughed. "Forget y'all." Carter said.

Thinking about this, I'd hate to be in Carter's position. This secret I'm keeping from her is eating me up inside. I need to tell her the truth. I don't wanna lose her. But I will lose her if I continue to do what I'm doing. I have to change. I am going to change.

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Sinead's p.o.v
The next morning
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I woke up and sat up. My text message notification is so loud. I grabbed my phone and saw I had a message for Julian.

Julian😚: Baby I know its early but I just wanted to get something off my chest, I love you with all my heart, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me, you're changing me for the better, there's not one day that you're not in my mind, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, I wanna marry you, start a family (you know all the cheesy stuff lol), no girl has ever made me feel this way but you, you're special and I'm soo lucky to call you mine, I love you Sinead O'Donnell ❤

I sat and stared at my phone screen as a single tear rolled down my cheek. This was so sweet. I can't wait to see him today. Quinn woke up and gave me a confused look. "What's wrong with you?" She asked. I showed her the message and she gaped. "Awh, that's so sweet sin." She said. "I know and it came out of nowhere." I replied. She smiled and I put my phone away.
Everyone woke up and they looked a hot mess. I mean hair everywhere, crust in their eyes, boogers in Tyler's nose. "Good morning garbage kids." I said. "Morning." They said. Luna walked out and sat next to me then we talked about today's plans.

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After shopping we were on the road. Jesse and I are talking about the new toy called fidget spinners. "They're so dumb." I said. "I know right, they're really pointless." I said. "Actually they're meant for children who have mental issues." Amber chimmed in. "Well I guess they do have a purpose." Jesse said and I shrugged.

I turned up the radio and Amber and I started singing along to heathens by twenty one pilots. I swear this has been all over the radio since the movie suicide squad came out. I'm honestly getting tired of it but I love twenty one pilots. The song went off and girlfriend by Avril Lavigne came on. I blasted the radio and Amber and I screamed the lyrics to the song.

I heard Jesse singing along and I smiled. I'm glad I have friends like them. They're amazing. We got to my house and got out. I grabbed my bags and we walked to my porch. "I had a really good time with y'all." I said. "Same here." Jesse replied. "We should do this again." Amber said and we agreed. Everyone said their goodbyes and headed home. Luna and I walked in and greeted the family.

I went into my room and put the presents in the closet. I plopped down on my bed and played to Whistle by blackpink. I grabbed my book and began reading. I'm at peace now.

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Hiya there! How have you guys been??? I'm doing wayyy better, I've been all smiles since my birthday (which was last Thursday btw)

But anyways I'm thinking about ending the book by the end of this month and having a sequel up by the middle of next month, idk thought I'm still contemplating on it......

In other news since I'm always telling y'all what's going on in my life, I am cheerleading now because I think it'll help me ease my mind off of the negativity and what not....

Do you think Carter is dumb for going back to Savannah??

Do you think Julian is finally gonna change??

Suggested song: Stfu by Mansionz