The Chaos Of Breakdowns

2. Lost Her

You look into her eyes for all those emotions,
that were all this time begging for your devotion.

You can't help but look at her twice,
that mezmerizing beauty those pretty eyes.

They are cold, devoid of that love.
It breaks your heart? thinking why weren't you enough?

You didn't bother to give her your time
now you are asking what was your crime?

She was all this time by your side
Now you are thinking, she should have given you time to realize?

All those hugs that made you forget,
are now giving you all those feelings of regret.

She was during your breakdowns your only friend.
You lost her in a moment of proving you strength.

All your thoughts screaming what if,
reminiscing the day she said, alright you win.

Her beautiful laugh haunts you in your dreams
You wish she was back but everything is not as it seems

You wish you had never lost her.
Never ignored her while you knew you made her suffer.

She was feeling deprived.
Can you bring her back the nights she cried?

You want to go beg her for a chance.
Dying for her beauty's one glance.

But now its too late to make things right.
No use of thinking she was your only ray of light.

Your nights now feel empty,
mocking you of the things you did balantly.

Those empty eyes are what you deserve,
the damage you caused her is not something you can reverse.

The only message she wants to convey,
is for you to go away.

Now you don't even deserve to grieve
because even you know it was your fault somewhere deep.

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