A time comes when you feel nothing
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i feel like there is something that i have lost.
maybe its my ownself trying to make people happy at any cost
givingup myself up little by little
drowning myself deeper from time to time
feeling harder to bear the burden
trying harder to hide from them my fears
breathing in my tears for the sake of being strong
coveringup my immense scars for the sake of appearing secure
my heart is torn apart every time i am about to put together all its pieces.
Its like someone stabs me sharp, everytime they ignore my insignificant reasons
sometimes its not okay to hurt someone
you never know how many people have crushed their soul one by one
true, it hurts till it hurts no more
its not willingly that i have closed all the doors
i was someone who too believed in happiness a lot
some just made sure i could never again have such unrealistic thoughts
yes, it feels like i have given up on myself..
therefore, i feel no need crying for help as i dont want any hope to be left
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how did you see life when you didn't experience some people, some painful emotions, some unbearable tragedies?
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The Chaos Of Breakdowns
PoetryWe all go through breakdowns. Not once not twice but again and again. Sometimes we stand up. Sometimes we fall hard with no hope. Sometimes we give up. Because when it hurts, it hurts bad.
