i am drowning my ownself
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i am tired, i am tired of pretending that i am strong,
i just want to stop feeling the pain i have felt for so long.
its my heart thats breaking down inside
everytime you see me sitting quiet
i look in the mirror and see the sorrows hidden in disguise
i feel sorry for those soulless eyes
that person i see is not someone i used to be
he is imprisoned by his griefs and they wont set him free
i flinch, at every hidden bruise you touch..
my each tear that had been misjudged as such
looking around my colorless life, every thing is black and white
where there is no light and i am tired of battling this lost fight
finding a way to stop these piercing cries for help
because i am striving for attenion, telling them how my heart felt
my heart feels as lost as a poor in need
sleeping with an empty stomach but pure from greed
tiring is the burden of appearing tough
when you are givingup even then you are not enough
you never know to whose feelings you are going to put an end
you might become a hopeless reason for someone to pretend
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Writing this was hurtful to me. Sink deep in these words. They tell how you feel. :)
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The Chaos Of Breakdowns
PoetryWe all go through breakdowns. Not once not twice but again and again. Sometimes we stand up. Sometimes we fall hard with no hope. Sometimes we give up. Because when it hurts, it hurts bad.
