26. Crushed pride

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I didnt want to leave her.
I had no choice.

I hoped she stayed mine.
Even after a long time.

The image of her leaving,
replayed through my mind

'I can't do this anymore'
These words penetrate similar to a knife.

Her leaving me wasn't a sight I imagined.
But the fear was always present somewhere deep inside.

Why did I have to fall for her?
The question would repeatedly arise

The person whom I considered my world left
Crushing under her feet, my pride.

Everything was breaking apart, me and my esteem.
She was my only support and now there is none I can find.

My life stopped, I was helpless.
Finding a shelter for my vulnerable self to hide.

How can she do this to me?
I lover her, i loved her with everything I could provide.
 

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