The Journey 🚙 (Completed)

Chapter 19

Hold your butts and maybe grab some tissues cuz its about to go down...

Sophia

"what can you offer me?" He asked, "what can I gain by having you as my ally?"

Past me then started thinking, "someone to back up your story, the people like me, I proved myself to them on my first day, they don't trust you" past me said to him

He rose a brow, "oh really?"

"Yes, I can talk with some of them, and tell them how great you'll be. Also say that Ashley texted me and said she left, and that she wishes me luck" past me said turning on our phone

I heard Jared laugh, "well well, you surprise me once again, welcome to the team" he said, "and what will you gain from this?"

"Make me your Luna" past me said

I watched as the scene unfolded before me, the man and woman both at my sides I saw as I made the deal with Jared. "You see, you never changed" the man said stepping in front of me, the scene pausing like a tv "you only stopped for a while until you get a chance at power, then take it and kill anyone who gets in your way"

The woman walked over to him silently, "no, I never killed anyone!" I yelled, "I did it to make shure Ashley was ok" I pleaded

He looked down at me, "then what about this" he said just before everything disapeared and there were two windows in front of me

I looked through the first and saw myself in the basement with Roman, and the other one had Jared and Jasper fighting. "You could have saved him" I heard the man wisper in my left ear, "but you hesitated letting the only person that could save him out, and he died" I heard in my other ear

I watched myself finally break open Roman and us running up the stairs. Just as past me was about to get to the top of the stairs the windows split and the man in black stood in front of me, "dose this sound like a person that should live?" He asked me

I fell to my knees crying, "no!" He belowed "it dosnt, because we don't reveive murderers!" he yelled

I looked up from my knees, "but I didn't kill him, Jared did" I told him

"You could have prevented it" he said

I shook my head no, " not to mension the fact that you never felt remorse for it" the woman said calmly as she walked next to the man

I looked at her, "I don't know" I said

"You didn't feel anything because you wanted him to die, you didn't want him in the way of your plan"

I kept shaking my head and repeating "no" over and over

"Then when you realised that you could not gain anything there anymore you left, excited to move to another pack" he explained further, "you thought you could gain something from the new pack"

"No!" I yelled "I left because I wanted to, nothing more. It was my choice to leave and start somewhere new" I said, the hot tears falling down my face, "I did feel bad that Jasper died, and I regret my past decisions. But I also moved forward, I don't want to keep dwelling on the past. My past is not what I would chose if I had a choice"

The man took a feel breath, "you now regret your past, you wish you had done more don't you?" He paused for a moment, "you wish you had gained more, became more before you died. But fate is kind and rid the earth from you and your conquest for power. The only reason why you want to go back is so you have another chance at conquering it. I'm right, just admit it"

"No" I stood up, "your not, I want to go back for other reasons" i told him

He stepped forward to me, "what? So you could kill someone else?" He asked looking down at me

His cold black eyes looking me in mine, "I can see why your parents gave you up and not your sister" he said

That was it, the last of my sanity broke, "what do you know about my parents?" I asked, "what do you know about my struggles, amd mind set when I made those decisions?" I spread my arms like there was nothing left anymore, "what do you know about making split second decisions? You have all this time to judge and think about it, we don't get that kind of luxury" I said "maybe if you stop into our point of view you can see how it really is like, you'll be more open to what its like"

The woman came up next to the man and rested her hand on his shoulder, he looked over and nodded. The woman stepped in his place, "why do you want to go back?" She asked, "why do you want to live?"

"I want to live for..." I started

I dropped my head looking at my feet, what did I want to live for? Not myself, or just anyone. I want to live for someone important, someone who needs it. I said to myself still thinking, the woman brought her fingers to my chin and tilted my head up. I looked into her deep blue eyes, "just tell me my child, who do you want to live for?" She asked once more in a soft voice

Then it hit me like a wave of relief "I- I want to live for Javiare, he has done so much to help me I wan to repay it back and help him" I told them

The woman nodded and smiled, she turned around and walked back over to the man. They turned to look at each other, there mouths moving but no sound came from either. The man nodded to her, and the woman looked down she nodded as well. Both turned back to me a solid face on both of them. My heart started racing, this is it. Am I going to live or die? I looked between them until the man spoke up, "we have come to a decision" he said

"And?" I asked softly

They looked at each other once more both nodding, "we do not revive murderers" the man said, "you will not be revived"...

AAAAAAAHHHHHH!

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