FIFTY-FOUR

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(I didn't really edit this. I just simply wrote it. I would like to apologize if you see any grammar mistakes or typo!)

He noticed it, how his life started to become dull. Taehyung misses him, way too much to be exactly specific. He also noticed the fact that Jungkook's new job started to create a huge gap between them. He couldn't help but feel frustrated. They haven't even had sex for a month because Jungkook's too weary by the end of the day. Jungkook moved out for about two months ago ever since he was accepted into his dream company or whatever that means. However, he has to acknowledge the fact that Jungkook is doing this for both of them. He knew how hard working his boyfriend of six years is. Ever since Jungkook was in college, Taehyung knew this side of him very well. There are times where Jungkook wouldn't contact Taehyung for over a month because he's currently preparing for his exams. Taehyung can't do anything but understand. That's their agreement after all. To how he had to comprehend with Jungkook when it comes to these sort of things. And, he did. Yet, there are times his patience explodes causing too much trouble for both of them. He is a person after all.

"Sleep," Taehyung whispers as he glanced at Jungkook's face with hooded eyes. Jungkook lets out a soft groan, shaking his head violently. "Come on, Jungkook. You have to sleep, your eyes are basically dropping! Just rest, you have work tomorrow."

"But, what if I don't want to?" Jungkook mumbled as he teases the elder. Taehyung lets out a chuckle while he admires his lover's appearance. "I still want to talk to you, hyung."

"I know, Kook-ah. Me too," Taehyung says quietly. A frown slowly removing his previously grinning lips.

"Don't do that." Jungkook groans as he positioned the camera near his face. Jungkook looked unhappy and Taehyung knew it. He couldn't help but feel sick about it too. They can also agree upon the fact they're both sick and tired of their situation right now. But, they also both know they can't do anything about it. Taehyung can easily read Jungkook like a book, after all, they both knew each other for more than eight years.

"Let's just talk tomorrow," Taehyung says as he closes his eyes. "I promise I'll find a way to make our conversation longer than a couple of minutes."

"I know. But you always promise me, hyung," Jungkook sadness tinting his voice. Taehyung then opens his eyes, scanning his lover's facial expression through the screen; yet, he couldn't find any. Taehyung frowned deeper. "Please visit me this weekend. I miss you, hyung."

"I miss you too, but I can't Jungkook. We talked about this already," Taehyung sigh as he places his camera further away from his face. He didn't want him to see his watering eyes, he didn't want to see Jungkook broken again. The elder knew how Jungkook can get when he sees Taehyung crying.

He can't help it; he can't help but cry. He's just frustrated in so many levels he couldn't control it. He can't do anything, but only miss him. Taehyung miss a certain boy being by his side every morning he wakes up. Oh, how he misses the way Jungkook sits in front of him while they eat their breakfast. Taehyung misses his touch whenever Jungkook back hugs him while he washes the dishes. Everything is just so lacking without Jungkook because Taehyung got used to his presence by his side.

His friend from his relatives always pressure him to marry the latter, but he couldn't help and agree. He wants to, but he knows they both aren't ready. Financially they are, but he knew Jungkook isn't. Even if he wanted to Jungkook's, however, it's way too early. Jungkook recently graduated college and there are so many things ahead of him. He basically understands the fact that one day they will eventually break up; That Jungkook will find someone prettier and younger. He wants all of Jungkook to himself, but he knows he's being too greedy. He didn't want to take Jungkook's future. Of feeling how to be free, so he waits. He's a very patient person after all.

"Your father's forcing you again, isn't he?" Jungkook says as he looks at Taehyung with hooded eyes. Taehyung shook his head into a no, telling the truth.

"He's not. We really need to go to Japan. I have to be there for two weeks"

"But, hyung. You promised me! This isn't like you."

"Jungkook, I'm sorry. Don't worry, father gave me a two weeks break after our investment in Japan. I know we haven't seen each other for a week, we can do two weeks more, right?"

"Yeah, whatever." Jungkook then stood up from his bed then a sudden pitch black covers the camera while Taehyung hears blanket shuffling. He hears Jungkook groans. "I love you, hyung. I'll see you in two weeks."

"I'll call you, okay? Good night, Jungkook-ah. I love you." Taehyung smiles as he ends the call. Taehyung then stood up from his head. Taking out his suitcase from his closet. Taehyung took out his phone sending a good night text to Jungkook before he goes offline. The latter responded a smiley face making him smile too.


A/N: Okay, I know. I rushed the ending, but I haven't updated for awhile~ here you go. It's not the best, but it's filling up the gap of me not updating for a week? I'm sorry! Forgive me.

BY THE WAY! Please read my yoonmin book! My current goals for my yoonmin book is to get 1k reads! I'm currently 400 ready away!

THANKS FOR 65K READS!!!!

Oh and I'm also ending this book soon! Like, 3-4 chapter away. I really want to move on and work on my new yoonmin book.

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