After leaving the hospital I needed a drink or two . I headed to my house and grabbed my red wine and went to soak in my hot tub. I can't believe he sells for Frank, but then again I sold for Frank also. I wonder what Lucious has planned I know him he won't let this thing blow over . After a hour I exited My hot tub and wrapped myself in a towel to dry off . I took a seat in my patio chair and poured me another glass of wine. I reached for my note book and started writing . (Start song here)
You love me , especially different every ,time You keep me ,on my feet, happily excited By your cologne, your hands, your smile, your intelligence You woo me, you court me, you tease me, you please me You school me, give me some things to think about Ignite me, you invite me, you co-write me, you love me, you like me You incite me to chorus, ooh Ooh...
Every since that night those lyrics have been in my head on repeat. Don't get me wrong I'm not a singer ,but I can sing if I wanted to. I write a lot of lyrics down I just never put forward any effort to make my dream come true . I was too busy being a mom and a wife supporting Lucious dream. I loved doing it to , sometimes I wish I could go back and not do that drug deal which caused my family to split . Sometimes I even wish I would have turned Lucious ass down instead of letting him in my heart . I don't regret my kids though. They are three of the best things I got from loving that man . I hope you stops these childish ass games and man up one day , then maybe we can be together again maybe someday . Ugh. .. Cookie what are you thinking? I asked myself. That man only wants you for sex that's it . I finished my wine and poured another . Writing more lyrics down
You love me especially different every time You keep me on my feet happily excited By your cologne, your hands, your smile, your intelligence You woo me, you court me, you tease me, you please me You school me, give me things to think about Invite me, you ignite me, co-write me, you love me, you like me Incite me to chorus La, la, la... Da, da, da... Do, do, do...
The more I wrote the more I felt I should give us another try. I think it over while finishing the bottle of wine .Thinking about the way he wont let anyone else hurt me ever . How he knows just where to touch me to make me shutter and my knees weak. How he even puts me in my place sometimes when I use to need it i can't believe im doing this . I shot Lucious a text right before I want inside to sleep .
Cookie🍫💧: yea I'll be your date but if you fuck up I'll fuck you up understand ?
Lucious😈: damn I love it when you get serious , yea I understand I'll see you on the carpet .
Lucious Now I just have to make sure Anika will be out of town come the white party. "Heyyy baby " I said kissing her . "Hey babe" she replied . Are you going to your parent house this weekend ? " No I told you I canceled it so that I can go to the white party with you. Cant have my man up there alone.
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Lord why me was all I thought how am I suppose to do this now . I can't ditch Anika cause then her dad won't sign the policy . I can't tell cookie in taking Anika she would kill me . Man now I'm stuck in between a lioness an a slut. So I came up with the best idea I could. I called up Jamal and told him to ask his mom to go to the white party with him. With that I'll show up with Anika on my arm and ditch her at the party for cookie . I just hope my plan goes as smooth as I think it will. I can't risk losing cookie but I have to get this paper signed. I sat at my dinner table looking around at the emptiness between me and Anika. I would much rather Jamal and my twins to be here in between us and cookie on the end where Anika is placeholding right now. I start to dig into my steak ,while trying to think of a way to play this plan off smoothly.
This is the last update for this book until August 9th I will be doing a one shot book thoe which might include future parts of this book but I would never tell you just have to read and guess lol vote and commet
