"Ma ma ma ma." Judith repeated over and over.
"Looks like she's calling you Mama." Negan laughed.
"Are you that stupid?" I looked at him.
He smiled at me.
"My name is MAci. She's literally like 2 years old, you really think she can talk like she's 20?" I asked.
"Well with this world who the fuck knows!" Negan laughed.
I sat Judith in my lap as we sat down and watched Negan shave in the mirror. Carl sat beside me. Judith just looked up and stared while my heart raced.
He washed off his face once he was done and looked at us with a big smile.
"I want some home made food." He smiled.
"Make it your damn self." Carl snapped.
"Yes sir." Negan said then laughed instantly.
He headed into the kitchen as Judith cried to get down. She got off my lap and went towards the stairs.
"Missy you can't do that while Papa is making dinner." Negan laughed as he picked her up.
I stared at him as Carl jumped up.
"You're not her fucking Papa." I yelled.
Negan chuckled.
"You're yelling at me while I have a baby in my hand. I don't fucking think so." He yelled.
"Don't you fucking hurt-"
"Shut your damn mouth." Negan snapped.
I furrowed my eyebrows as Judith puckered and started to cry. She reached for Carl as she kept crying. She repeated "bubba" over and over.
"Give her to me." Carl freaked.
"She's gonna help me cook-"
"GIVE HER TO HIM BEFORE I SHOOT!" I yelled causing poor Judith to cry more.
Negan just laughed and gave Judith to Carl and started getting pots and pans to make food.
Carl wrapped Judith in his arms as she cried out.
"Fucking asshole." I said as I put my gun back in my holster since it didn't phase him.
I sat back down and stared at Negan.
"Carl help me make some spaghetti." Negan said.
"No I'm-"
"I would change your answer very fucking quick before your girlfriend there doesn't make it to eat this damn food." Negan said.
Carl shook his head. He handed Judith to me and she laid in my arms against my chest. Negan put on an apron and handed Carl one.
She sat there sniffling as we watched them make food from scratch in the damn apocalypse.
Olivia and Tara were outside watching. Poor Olivia was still crying from Negan being an ass to her.
Olivia came in with Negans damn lemonade that he wanted. Carl started to set up the table and I sat Judith in her chair. She started to whine so I got her back out because I didn't want her crying again. She laid on my chest again as I wrapped my arms around her.
"We're gonna need another setting." Negan smiled at Carl.
Carl rolled his eyes and got another one. Soon everyone sat down at the table in nothing but silence.
"I'm not waiting for your dad anymore. I don't know where the hell he is but Lucille..." he paused and picks the bat up and sits it in the seat.
"Is hungry." He then puts a damn napkin in his shirt.
"Carl....pass the rolls." Negan says.
Carl stared blankly at him.
"Please?" Negan says and Carl does it.
* * *
"Sir, someone wants you." A woman said.
Arat was her name. Negan got up with a sigh. Carl was cleaning the dishes. I got up with Judith and peeked out the window once Negan was out the door.
"Spencer?" I asked confused.
I looked back at Carl and he rolled his eyes. Judith started to walk off and I followed her.
"Do you see the pretty clouds baby?" I asked as I bent down and pointed up out the window.
She giggled and I smiled.
"You can go play outside once it's quiet." I said.
I couldn't tell a baby that she could go play once they were gone. It would scare her whether or not if she knew what I meant.
