My Boyfriends Older Sister

Three

I was walking down the street the other day
Tryna distract myself
But then I see your face
Oh wait, that's someone else

Trying to play it coy
Trying to make it disappear
But just like the battle of Troy
There's nothing subtle here

In my room there's a king size space
Bigger than it used to be
If you want you can rent that place
Call me an amenity
Even if it's in my dreams

Ooh you're taking up a fraction of my mind
Ooooh every time I watch you serpentine

Oh I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin'
Oh tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin'
Not to think about you
No, no, no, no, not to think about you
No, no, no, no, I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin'
Oh tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin'
Not to give in to you
No, no, no, no, not to give in to you

With my feelings on fire
Guess I'm a bad liar

I see how your attention builds
It's like looking in a mirror
Your touch like a happy pill
But still all we do is fear

What could possibly happen next?
Can we focus on the love?
Paint my kiss across your chest
If you're the art, I'll be the brush

Ooh you're taking up a fraction of my mind
Ooooh every time I watch you serpentine

Oh I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin'
Oh tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin'
Not to think about you (not to think about you)
No, no, no, no, not to think about you (not to think about you)
No, no, no, no, I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin'
Oh tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin'
Not to give in to you (give it to you)
No, no, no, no, not to give in to you (give it to you)

With my feelings on fire
Guess I'm a bad liar

And oh baby let's make
Reality, actuality, a reality
Oh baby let's make
Reality, actuality, a reality
Oh

Oh I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin'
Oh tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin'
Not to think about you (think about you)
No, no, no, no, not to think about you (think about you)
No, no, no, no, I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin'
Oh tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I'm tryin'
Not to give in to you (give it to you)
No, no, no, no, not to give in to you (give it to you)

With my feelings on fire
Guess I'm a bad liar

I woke up to my phone going off and i yawned before grabbing it. I cringed seeing it was 11.45 am but it is Saturday... Whatever. I sat up and unlocked my phone, smiling to see a text from Regina. We've gotten a lot closer over the past few weeks. I've started opening up to her more than I have to anyone before and it feels good to talk to someone about it. But I doubt I'll be opening up to anyone else this much anytime soon. I've told her things Killian doesn't even know. I opened the text from her and smiled brightly.
Hey. Do you wanna come over? I wanna see you.
I immediately sent back that I'd be over soon before I got up to take a quick shower. When I was done, I dried my hair and left it down before putting on jeans, a sweater and ankle boots. I grabbed my phone before grabbing my keys and then I left my house. The drive to her house doesn't take very long. I can't wait to see her. It's been like 4 days since we last hung out and we haven't even talked since then. I've been trying to ignore my thoughts about her though because I know I'm probably just paranoid. I was scared she was tired of me already. I smiled as I pulled into her driveway, not paying attention to whose car was or wasn't there. I got out and locked my car before going to the door, knocking happily. Chill out Emma. She's just your friend. My smile immediately went away when Killian opened the door. I sighed as he smirked. "Hello love." He said as he let me in. I rolled my eyes. "I'm just here to see your sister." I said and he hummed. "Right. About that..." he said and I furrowed my eyebrows, then my breathing hitched as he held up Regina's phone. "I'm leaving." I said and started to go to the door but he grabbed my arm before I could get very far. "Listen. I just wanted to tell you... this is what Regina does. She uses girls to get them to like her, the real her, and then when she gets them to sleep with her, she dumps them. I don't want you hurt. I miss you Em." He said and I felt my heart breaking in my chest. She's just using me? But... I quickly looked at him as I felt a hand on my cheek and he smiled. "Come back to me Em. We'll be so happy." He said and my breathing hitched again. I wanted to cry. Why would she do this? Dammit. I should've never let my walls down. "What the fuck is going on here?" We heard as the door slammed shut and I turned to see Regina, Killian's hand falling down to his side. How'd I miss the door opening? "Emma, what is going on?" Regina snapped and my breathing hitched. "He told me how you really were with girls... how you just used them for sex, getting them to open up to you and make them think you like them when you're really going to dump them as soon as you've fucked. So I've changed my mind. I don't want to be saved. I don't want either of you." I said as I left and Regina called after me but I kept going. I heard Killian say something like "now you've ruined it for both of us" and Regina told him to fuck off. I can't believe I got my hopes up on her. I got in my car and sped off as soon as I could.