Babysitter • Zach Herron love story •

Slut

" Josie... I- I didnt know! This was the only time" I say and she slaps me " YOUR A SLUT! YOU FORCED HIM TO DO IT " and I gasp and grab my suitcase and shove it in the tour bus and I snatch my purse and back pack from Daniel and I clutch it to me.  I sit on the curb and Daniel follows me " Hey... uh what happened " he asks and I sigh, " while you and  the others Zach and I well... you know and I didn't know he was dating Josie again..." and Daniel sighs. " Man, this shit it so complicated " he says and I nod " yeah it is " and he laughs " I know this is sudden but... I have feelings for you Josephine " and I look up " what?" And he kisses me. The kind of kiss that makes you giddy inside, he holds my jaw and behind my ear. We pull away and the rest of them come outside. We pile into the bus and Zach and Josie are cuddling on the couch. I exclude myself and sit on the top bunk and listen to " 8TEEN" by Khalid

Jonah walks by and picks me out of the bunk. I don't pay attention I just let him. He slings my body next to Daniels and he's laying on the couch covered in a blanket, I pull the blanket over us and he cuddles me. As I face the same way as him he wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me closer. I hold his hand and I feel so safe.... then he gets up to go to the bathroom.  Someone turns on a good asf song and Jessie and I look at eachother. We made a dance to this song before so we get up and dance to it.

Then after we do our handshake and Josie just rolls her eyes and sits back. I walk past everyone and go to the back of the bus. I feel a panic attack and I open the window.  I breathe heavily and I feel like someone is crushing me. Tears fall down my face and I remember my dad... how he would hold me.... his goodnight kisses..... then I just breathe and sing out loud "  all this time is passing by, and I still can't seem to tell you why it hurts me every time I see you..." and I stick my head out of the window and rest my arms on it. The wind blows my hair back and I close my eyes and just sing " Hold your breathe going under, not coming up till this night is over "

Then the bus pulls in somewhere to get gas.  We go to the bathroom and just as I walk out the bus starts.  I run and Daniel yells " JOSIE WTH STOP!" And the bus stops. They let me in and I get on.  I don't talk to anyone I just go to my bunk that's on the top and I blast Lil Yatchy in my ears

I close the curtain and nobody bothered me for the night. I just watch out the tinted window and I crack it open. I let the warm breeze flow in through my hair and then I sit up a bit and lean close to the window. Then I see my sisters faces pop up " I wish you'd fall out of there " Josie says and flips me off then walks away.  A tear falls and Jessie frowns " Night Joey " I nod and she leaves. I tie my sweat pants strings and I then look down at my Why Don't We hoodie. I play another song