In Love With A Screamer

Landing

Authors Note: Braxton is about to be introduced into this chapter and described a little so if you want to see the girl I picked as Braxton here is a link  http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-KByKjZwFOcA/TeMv7feZCrI/AAAAAAAAFgo/uyPBnBngfpI/s1600/Paislee%2527s%2B5%2Byear%2Bold%2Bbirthday%2Bpictures%2B2011%2B%25284%2529.JPG welp here you go :)

We finally land after four hours of flying I get off the plane and call up my grandma "Hey sweetie, I am guessing you've landed?" she asked "Yeah" I said and I giggled a little bit "Well I have moved since you've been gone and the airport isn't far away I will be there in ten minutes" she said "Okay see you then" I said "Okay bye" she said "Bye" I said back and I find a seat and start playing with my phone and I put it down and replay the memory of Kellin before he left "You promised me you wouldn't leave" I kept replaying that in my mind I wonder what Taylor is going to do when she comes to my apartment and I am not there right now I just want to be with Kellin and fix all this mess but the girl inside of me wants him to talk to me to see how much he cares he probably won't even come to find me all the things he told me were lies I thought he would stay he's always told his fans if they were a man to make a baby they should be a man to stay. I have been sitting here for a while and then I hear a little girl screaming I look around and I see a little girl about five years old with her arms wide open running into a hug "Mommy!" she yelled and I noticed she was running to me I kneeled down and she ran into my arms and I held in and hugged her this was my little girl she was so beautiful her brown hair in curls that looked so natural and her eyes they were the most beautiful eyes i've ever seen I really hate that I've missed on almost everything I just hug her almost crying then my grandma came up behind her smiling I get up holding Braxtons hand "Hey Grandma" I said she smiled and hugged me "You've done a great job with her, Thank you so much" I said "I have always said you weren't your mother and people thought I was wrong but here is show everyone that I never doubted you'd come back" I smile "She looks a lot like you before you went and dyed your hair black and put piercings on your face" she said I laughed "Yeah, but I see a lot of Jake in her to" I said "Barely" she said I smiled "Well let's get mommy home" she told Braxton Braxton picked up my purse when I was about to I looked at Grandma "She helps randomly, I never stop her" she said I smiled at least she is a good girl which was something she wouldn't of been if I would've kept her we get all my bags in the car and we start to drive and I watch as we past some corn fields and then I began smelling beach which reminded me of California but it smelled a whole lot nicer here than there we finally pull into the driveway I get out stretching smelling the air this was the beach house we always used to hang out all the time and I got drunk for the first time in this house then my grandpa came out I ran up to him and hugged him "Hey grandpa" I said "Hey Mackie" he said I loved when he called me that we got all my bags in my old room I sat on the bed and all the memories came flooding in from when I was a teenager then I heard the family footsteps running into my bedroom Braxton came in and jumped on the bed "Hey cutie" I said "Mommy I wanna show you my room" she said "Okay" I said she got up and grabbed my hand and dragged me to the end of the hall and I walked in the bright pink room with glitter and sparkles on the Willa and pictures and there is a picture of ultrasounds on her walls and pictures of me with a belly bump she shows me her dolls and toys and everything and then pick her up and take her to my room and start tickling her and blow on her stomach "Can mommy talk to you for a second?" I asked her "You are going to be a big sister" I told her she had a big smile on her face "is it a boy or girl?" she asked "Well mommy doesn't know but what do you want?" I asked "A baby brother" she said I kissed her head "Well until the baby gets here you have to be careful with mommy so you don't hurt the baby" I said she smiled "Okay mommy" she said  "I am sorry mommy hasn't been around" I said "It's okay you here now" she said a tear came down from my face "Yeah and I will always stay, mommy isn't leaving again and if I do I am taking you with me" I kissed her forehead and she smiled "Snack!" I heard my grandma call from downstairs I got up holding Braxtons hand as we walked downstairs and I helped her get on the chair that was a high up from the ground then I sat in the seat beside her my grandma sat a plate in front of us with two grilled cheese sandwiches I begin eating them and finish it and I seen Braxton is done and I grab her plate and put it on top of mine and I get up and help Braxton get off the chair and I go to the sink and begin washing our plates and I finish and put the plates in the dish drainer and I look and my grandma is looking at me weird "What?" I asked "You never wash the dishes after you finish unless I made you" she said "Well when you live on your own I learned I needed to just to get it over with, and I want to set an example to Braxton" I said she smiled "You're growing up so much" I smiled "I told Braxton about the baby and she's excited, she wants a brother" I said "I thought I was going to meet this boy of yours" she said I sighed "Well I was going to wait till next week so you could see his daughter but today I told him about my pregnancy and he freaked out and I made him leave and then I called you telling I was coming" I said "Oh I am sorry sweetie" she said "It's okay" I said I then went upstairs and I got a call from Taylor oh no