In Love With A Screamer

My Family

After being in the hospital for three days I am being released while Kellin hold Caleb the nurse takes out my IV and I get changed as I am about to put on my shirt I look in the mirror my stomach it still looks like I am pregnant it's weird to think Caleb was inside me just a couple days ago and now he's here I slip on my shirt and walk out of the room and Kellin is gone and the nurse is holding Caleb confusion was written all over my face when I had Braxton Jake was never here and Taylor picked me up "He went to go get the car ready so you didn't have to go halfway across the parking lot" she said I smiled and she directed me into the wheelchair in the room she handed me Caleb and I kissed his forehead and the nurse held my bag the one Kellin had to go get and we went into the elevator and through the doors where Kellin was standing doors open waiting when he seen me he smiled the nursed wheeled me over to him and I handed him Caleb and he went to the other side and put him in his car seat and then he helped the nurse for me to get into the backseat of the car so I could be with Caleb and she shut the door and Kellin got in and I rolled my window down "Thank you for everything" I said "No problem just be the great mommy I know you're going to be" she said I smiled really big and Kellin and I waved goodbye and Kellin started driving off and I rolled my window up I end up falling asleep since I didn't get a lot of it in the hospital.

I wake up to Kellin shaking me gently and him kissing my cheek "we're back at the bus" he said so sweetly I stretch and get out of the car I go to the other side of the car and grab Caleb's car seat and we thank the security guard for the car and Kellin opens the door for me and I walk up the stairs and see Braxton and Gabe playing Uno and Jack and Justin are on their phones I miss Jesse but he left for a good reason Kellin comes up behind me and I sit the car seat down "We're back" I said and Braxton looked back and smiled and ran to me I bent down and she ran into me and I hugged her and picked her up and spun her around and I kissed her cheek "Mommy missed you sooo much" I said and sat her down "You want to hold your little brother?" I asked she smiled and shook her head yes "Okay sit right there" I said pointing to the seat she was in Caleb was already in Kellins arms and he handed me Caleb and I handed Braxton to him and watched every move and Kellin took a picture she then kissed Caleb "I love my little brother" she said I almost cried "here" she said wanting me to take Caleb back I picked him up and she faced Gabe and began playing Uno again "Can I have little man?" Kellin asked I giggled "What? you held him for eight months my turn" he said playing with me I handed him Caleb and he sat on the couch wiht the guys "Yay we're moving!" Jack said I laughed "I am going to take a nap" I said to Kellin "First can you go feed Caleb?" Kellin asked he handed me Caleb and I went into the bathroom and fed Caleb and just imagined my future what if Jake ever got out of prison and finds me and finds out he has a daughter, I always feared he'd get out and come kill me for revenge for putting him in prison but being with Kellin made me think about it less, I feel safe with Kellin, like nothing can even touch me. I loved that and I couldn't of picked a perfect father for Caleb I finished feeding Caleb and hand him back to Kellin and look at Kellin and smile to think he will leave me never crosses my mind and I love him, I used to love him for writing inspirational music and say inspirational words and how cute he was and his voice but now he's mine I have realized I fell in love with the real Kellin not just his music but his ways the way he gets attached like I did the way he flew all the South Carolina to come tell me he loved me and wrote a song for me and couldn't wait for our baby before we actually seen him or back then a him or her I can't much longer to marry this man I then feel asleep on the bunk on my happy thoughts

Kellins POV-

I looked at Caleb and I could see some of me but honestly I seen more of Mackenzie the cute innocent face she had and when he closed his eyes it remembers me of Mackenzie when I first met her I fell in love with her I automatically I wanted to know everything about her and her aspirations and wondered if she liked my band because she seemed so calm and that's what made her different and I hoped everything we liked would be the same as mine so that would make her think we were meant to be even though I knew it when before a word came out of that angel face of hers and to think she had a baby with me made her even better she could of easily gotten rid of the baby and dumped me and moved back to South Carolina or gave him up for adoption and never speak to me again which I can't go through another break up I believe I am making the right choice marrying her this fast she's too good to be true sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night and I see her right there beside of me I can't think of what she sees in me she's to good for a guy like me "so what's it feel like to be a dad again?" Justin asked me his eyes still glued to his phone "I love it but I still can't wait to see my little girl" I said "daddy I thought I was your little girl" Braxton told me "you are baby I'm talking about my other little girl you forget there are two little girls in my life" I said grinning and she had the biggest smile on her face "So having any more kids when Caleb gets older?" Gabe asked me after he laid down a red 6 on the deck of UNO cards " I don't know we haven't talked about it we've been focused on this little guys arrival we haven't talked about another one" I said I think about it for a while I don't know if I want another baby I have three amazing kids and its hard juggling daddy time and Sleeping with Sirens time with just Copeland but now there is Braxton and Caleb it's gonna be hard but throwing in another baby in the mix in a couple years when I get used to juggling time will be hard all over again