In Love With A Screamer

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I was glad to have Braxton be home instead of school I am glad I chose online school because I can be with her while she did her work and I feel a lot better because she won't be with germy kids and I don't want Braxton to get sick and she only has to go once a week but it's about five hours of work but it also won't put a lot of stress on a five year old but yesterday we fount out we're having a boy I am so happy right now me and Kellin are  in the living room watching TV and Braxton is in her room playing with her dolls his phone rang he huffed in madness and answered it "yeah?" he answered "No, not now c'mon man" "yeah I know but" he said "fine bye" he said  and hung up "what's going on?" I asked "I am going to warped tour" he said "No, really?" I ask I run into him tears falling from my face "I would take you with me but Braxton is here now and you're pregnant and need to be near our doctor, if you were only like a month pregnant, I would bring you are pregant" he said at least he was worrying and caring about the baby but I want to be with him I known being with a rockstar he was going to leave but I am going to have a baby I am just scared he'll get asked to do more touring and then I will be stuck being almost feeling like a single mom "When do you leave?" I asked "tomorrow" he said I begin crying again and he held me "C'mon we'll face time and text it'll be all good I promise" he said "You promise?" I asked 'I promise, and Katelynne will keep Copeland while I am on tour so you're only going to have to worry about keeping yourself healthy for Caleb and Braxton,  hugged him again "Okay" I said he kissed me "I am going to pack" he said I still sit on the couch and Braxton comes running down the stairs and jumps on the couch "hey, what have I told you about running down those stairs and jumping on the couch, you do it again and you're going to go to timeout" Braxton crossed her arms and huffed I rolled my eyes when will she learn I know she's five but after a thousand times of telling her no she still does it I will just have to deal with it "I am sorry but mommy just don't want you to get hurt running down those stairs and don't want you to ruin this couch" I then snuggled up to her and fell asleep.

I was awaken by Kellin "It's time to eat" he said I sit up noticing Braxton is gone I get up and go to the table and see steak I smile and kiss Kellin "Thanks babe" I said "anything for my girls" he said I smile and begin eating "I am going to miss you" I said "No you're not" he said "of course I am" I said "No you're not because you're coming with me" he said "What?" I asked "I called up my tour manager and told him about the pregnancy and he said that he would have a doctor always following us just in case and it's totally safe and Braxton could come" he said I smiled "I should start packing" I said he smiled "I am so glad I can come now, and Braxton is coming which will be fun for her" I said he smiled "My fans really like you now, so I will probably bring you on stage a few times, they'll love your stomach" he said I smiled and continuted eating I then finished and made sure Braxton ate "Now go put your plate in the sink and go pick out your pj's and wait for mommy and we'll get a bath and pack" I said "where are we going?" she asked me "A roadtrip with daddy because you know daddy sings well he's going to go around singing for people" Braxton smiled and got up and put her dish in the sink and ran up the stairs I sigh and roll my eyes  I finish my food while Kellin is still eating I put my dish in the sink and Kellin gets a phone call and walks out the back door to the back porch I sigh again and go upstairs to see Braxton sitting on her bed waiting she has her purple shirt with ruffle sleeves with Rapunzel from Tangled on it with purple pj bottoms "C'mon" I said smiling she gigled and began ranning and I stopped her and kneeled down "You stop that running" I said she then walked to the bathroom and I gave Braxton a bath and then we walked back to her room and I brushed her wet hair and braided it and she laid in her bed "Where is Copeland?" she asked "At her mommys" I said "Oh when will we see her?" she asked me "After our roadtrip" I said then began packing her clothes that she'll need and I pack everything she wants and needs in about thirty minutes I turn on her TV something she can't sleep without and kissed her forehead "get some sleep princess, night love you" "okay love you too mommy" I smiled and turned her light off and shut the door and walked out go to my room to see Kellin packing he sees me and smiles "I washed dishes" he said "I was going to get them" I said "You needed to pack" he said "You do to" I said "I forgot a few things but before that I was packed" he said "well thanks anyway" I said and I got my suitcases "Wait, you never forget anything while packing, who was on the phone?" he then looked at the ground like Braxton does when she knows she is caught when she's in trouble "My manager, they said ticket sales sky rocketed when people fount out the anouncement of Sleeping with Sirens and they think they can carry it on by having a mini tour to some of the places where warped tour doesn't go to" he said "how long?" I asked I was kind of scared of the answer "three months" he said "three months?!?" I exclaimed "It's just three months" he said "Yeah it's just three months now but think when this tour ends I will be eight months pregnant, just a couple weeks from the arival, we've not even set up the nursery, we only have the crib and changing table and rocking chair, we've not even painted the room or done decorations and anything can happen at eight months" I said "We'll have a doctor with us everything will be fine I promise, maybe Taylor can decorate the room we have everything for the room in there and Taylor and you think alike so she'd make sure you liked it" he said I sighed "Okay I guess I gotta go pack more clothes for Braxton" I said I go into Braxtons room where she wasn't asleep yet she paid me no attention though as I packed more clothes I kissed her forehead again and go back to my room and pack everything and have everything cleaned in the house and everything packed by 11 so I text Taylor while laying in bed "hey girl can I get you to do something?" I then watch TV with Kellin while snuggling up to him and get a text "yeah girl what is it?" she asked "well Kellin will be at warped tour for two months and then he's going on a three month mini tour and I will be eight months and won't know how much time I have left but I need you to decorate Caleb's room everything is in there sitting there needing to be arranged" I sent the text still snuggled to Kellin and she texted me back "of course just come by my house and give me a key it'll be perfect when you come home" she said "Okay thank you so much I owe you" I said "Just let me be the godmother of Caleb and you'll pay me back" "Okay will do, well night" I text "goodnight" "She said she'll do it" "awesome, well we better sleep we have to get up at 4 to leave at 5" he said I then lay down and cuddle beside Kellin and instantly fall asleep