In Love With A Screamer

Stomach Tied In Knots

Authors Not: i am going to make an old song he's made into a new song like he wrote it for Mackenzie

"Get out of here" I said "No" He said getting up and I was about to walk out the door he stopped me and shut the door I pushed him away getting him away and stop holding me "Mackenzie we need to talk, you never answered my phone call I was about to get on the plane and see if you would be a reasonable person, but I am kind of glad you never answered I missed you" he said "There is nothing to talk about, except you don't like me anymore and making me raise this baby and Braxton by myself, and I doubt you ever missed me" I said "If I didn't miss you or want to talk to you I would've never got on a plane to come be with you" he said "How did you even find out where I was?" I asked "Taylor called your grandma and she told us and Taylor had your grandma keep it a secret" he said I looked away with my arms crossed "Baby, I love you, I was so upset when we got in that fight, I wrote a song all for you" he said he got his guitar case and took out his guitar and tuned it a little and put his fingers on the chords and inhaled and exhaled and began playing and then he began singing "Oh, my stomach’s tied in knots I’m afraid of what I’ll find if you wanna talk tonight Ooh ooh See the problem isn’t you, it’s me, I know I can tell, I’ve seen it time after time And I’ll push you away (mmm) I get so afraid, oh, no And I can't live without you now Oh-oh I can’t even live with myself Oh-oh-oh And I can't live without you now Oh-oh And I don’t want nobody else Oh-oh-oh I only have myself to blame But do you think we can start again? 'Cause I can't live without you Oh, my stomach’s tied in knots I’m afraid of what I’ll find if I see you again tonight Ooh ooh See the problem isn’t you, it’s me, I know I do this every single time I’ll push you away (ooh) I get so afraid, oh, no And I can't live without you now Oh-oh I can’t even live with myself Oh-oh-oh And I can't live without you now Oh-oh And I don’t want nobody else Oh-oh-oh I only have myself to blame But do you think we can start again? I only have myself to blame But do you think we can start again? I only have myself to blame But do you think we can start again? I only have myself to blame Let's start again Let's start again I can't live without you Oh-oh oh-oh oh-oh Oh-oh oh-oh oh-oh Oh-oh oh-oh oh-oh Oh-oh oh-oh oh-oh And I can't live without you now Oh-oh I can't even live with myself Oh-oh-oh I can't live without you now Oh-oh And I don't want nobody else Oh-oh-oh'Cause I can't live without you now Oh-oh I can't even live with myself Oh-oh-oh And I can't live without you now Oh-oh 'Cause I don't want nobody else Nobody else Nobody else I can't live without you Oh oh" when he finished I began crying he put the guitar on the bed and came up to me and hugged me and held me and he guided me on the bed and I sat on his lap and buried my face in his neck "I love you Mackenzie and if we ever get into arguments again I want us to talk and you not run away and think I never want to be with you" he said I sit up and he wipes off my tears "No princess needs to cry" he then put a strand of hair behind my hair I kissed him and we started making out and he pinned me on the bed and crashed his lips into mine and I felt the fire between us which was something I have missed he then about took off my shirt and then the door creaked open and we both sat up and seen Braxton rubbing her eyes "Braxton why are you up?" I asked her "Mommy I had a nightmare" she said "Come here" I said and she came and sat on my lap "Who is he mommy?" she asked "Um he's umm" I kept hesitating thinking of what to call him "I'm your daddy" he said I smiled when he said that "But mommy said daddy was far away and I never could see him" "Well I came back for you and Mommy and take you home with me and now you don't have to worry about not seeing me" she then jumped on him hugging him "I love you daddy" he hugged her back "I love you too" then I almost started crying again "You want to sleep with Mommy and Daddy?" he asked her she grinned really big "Well go get a teddy bear while mommy and daddy get dressed for bed" she smiled and ran to her room and Kellin stripped to his boxers and I put my hair in a messy bun and put on a tank top and shorts and stared at my stomach in the mirror Kellin came up behind me and hugged me from behind and put his hands on my stomach "You're never going to raise this baby alone" I turned around and kissed him and he kissed me back and kissed my stomach then Braxton came back holding a bear Kellin picked her up and playfully threw her on the bed and I got on the left side of the bed and Braxton got beside me and Kellin turned off the light and came on the right side of the bed he then got under the covers I faced him as he faced me with Braxton in the middle then Kellin snuggled up to Braxton and played with her hair and she turned around facing Kellin and it looked like they were hugging because he was still snuggled up to her and she played with his ears and he fell asleep and she did to. I begin crying again because he called himself her dad because he knew how much her dad wasn't going to be in her life and just the thought of being with Kellin and having an actual baby with him these tears weren't of sadness, they're tears of happiness