In Love With A Screamer

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Mackenzie's POV

We've been home for a week and when I first saw the nursery I was amazed it's sky blue walls with little brown teddy bears all over the wall and Caleb written in cursive above the crib I peeked in the room to make sure Caleb was still sleeping and looking at Braxton to see if she was napping too I walk downstairs with the baby moniter clipped to my shorts I start cleaning the kitchen Kellin is sitting on the couch and on the phone "I have been gone for months you bring her here now" he said quite demanding which meant he was talking to Katelynne it sucks kinda, they loved each other they had an awesome relationship to a point which was something I didn't want to happen to us too "Twenty- five minutes or she isn't coming back for a while, bye" he said and slammed his phone against the couch I finished cleaning up the kitchen and joined him on the couch and laid the moniter on the floor he kissed my head "Sorry about the drama baby" I said "It's my life I should get used to it by now" he said "Well it shouldn't" I said "It should be easy going, I mean she's the one who cheated and told you about it and she's treating you like the bad guy, she told you it would be understanding if you asked for a divorce, and now she hates you because of that, now I understand why you two didn't work out" I said "Yeah she was an awesome girl and I trusted her with so many things and told her things I usually wouldn't tell everyone, and she used it for an advantage to get close to me, I thought by dating for a while before asking her to marry me would be good and wait a while before marrying but ugh" he said stopping I kissed him and he kissed me back we started making out and he laid me on the couch and he got on top of me and we still made out he almost took off my shirt but Caleb's cry came over the baby monitor I sighed Kellin got off of me and stood up "I got him" he said "Thanks babe" I said and he went upstairs I started watching the TV and looked at my stomach still looking pregnant I can't wait to be the size I was before Caleb then the doorbell rings I wait a minute and Kellin doesn't come down so I walk over and open the door it's Katelynne holding Copeland on her hand and she sees my stomach "So, he knocked you up" she said her high cheek bones and pursed lips glaring at me "Yes we had a son,Caleb" I said "Well before you think you're gonna have a family with him don't give your hopes up, he'll just love you for a while" she said and giggled "Look,you cheated on him and told him you'd understand if he wanted a divorce so he did, you're always yelling out 'woe is me' you know you got tired of the same old thing, and honestly I don't see how" I said then Kellin came up behind me "Caleb fell back asleep" he said and kissed my cheek "Look give Copeland to Mackenzie and we are going to talk outside" Kellin said I grab Copeland and put her in the corner of toys we put so we can watch the kids I heard Braxton come down the stairs and she hugged Copeland and they began playing together I go into the kitchen and put some chicken tenders and some fries in the oven and put a timer on the microwave and sit on the couch watching the girls and listening to the baby monitor just then Kellin walked in and slammed the door he picked up Copeland and walked out the door and walked back in a minute later without her "What's going on?" I asked "She's taking me to court next week and said if she doesn't give me Copeland till then she'll call the cops" he said I got up and walked out the door to her car which was still in the drive way she put Copeland in the car "You can not take his baby away, he's a good father you'd loose the custody battle why be like this?" I asked she laughed "they only give the baby to the father if she mother is a low life and I am not so he's not going to tell me what to, now why don't you go back in the house and play family" I lost it the control of my hands because without thinking my right hand clenched into a fist and collided with her face and she fell to the ground I got on top and started beating her until Kellin got me off her I then came back to reality Katelynne still on the ground blood on her face she got up and wiped off the blood and gave me a look "Now give us Copeland and don't you take him to court either, maybe if you'd go with a schedule you wouldn't have to whine and complain" I said "Fine" she said and got Copeland and handed her to Kellin "Don't mess with me or the people I love" I said and walked away and she got in her car and drove away 

I lay in bed after dinner with Kellin I had just fed the baby and I was exhausted I lay down facing Kellin and he is grinning "why are you grinning?" I asked "Cause" he said "Cause why?" I asked "You did something I could never do, beat up Katelynne" he said I giggled "It's nothing I mean a spoiled brat needs to learn" I said he kissed me "Now where did we leave off today?" I asked he smiled "I'll show you" he said and he rolled on top of me and we started making out "I love you" he said "I love you too" as we make out I think about the first time we meet and my life before Kellin I was a single mother who never took care of her kid and left her with my grandmother and was like my mother, I was a band freak who enjoyed going to concert and crowd surfing and just having fun and I honestly didn't like my life a lot but then I met Kellin and everything changed he not only became my new unborn baby's father but along the way he became my best friend and boyfriend and soon to be husband I not only have changed with becoming Braxtons mother and being a mother to Copeland and now my new little one Caleb whenever I was younger and had boyfriends I said I love you with no meaning I had no reason I just said it because I thought I had to but now with Kellin I know the meaning of love it's the feeling you get when you realize your best friend is your crush and the up all night phone calls and being tired all day but not caring it's the feeling you get when he likes you and tells you it's the feeling you get when he asks to be your boyfriend it's the feeling you get when you find out you're having a unplanned baby but not loving it less than a planned baby because you're blessed to even be able to make one it's the fighting with him over small things to a point of screaming at each other and walking away regretting everything you said and realizing the thing you fought over is not worth loosing him it's the feeling when he asks you to marry you and you know he loves you it's the feeling you get when you see him hold your little bundle of joy and see your future together and know it's going to be an amazing decades ahead and it's the feeling of imagining every little detail and preparing to face the world and the warm feeling you get when you know you're not going to face it alone