Change Me

Chapter 11

Noelle's POV 

*A few days Later* 

Right now we were at the arena for the first show in Arizona. I was playing on my phone in justin's dressing room. 

"Shit" I muttered when my phone died. I sighed and layed down on the couch. I thought about the moment Justin and I shared a few days ago. I smiled to myself as I thought more about it. I thought about every detail. 

"Fuck" I said. I paniced. I need to find Justin ASAP. He was doing a Q&A with fans. I grabbed a mic, turned it on and went on stage. The crowed cheered when I came on. 

"Hey baby" JUstin said as he kissed my cheek. I fake smiled. The crowd didn't notice but Justin did. He gave me a concerned look. 

"JUstin I need to talk to you as soon as possible" I said. 

"I'll be back in a few minuetes guys. Fredo entertain the beautiful crowd" JUstin said. Alfredo ran on stage with a mic and started talking. Justin followed me off stage. 

"Whats wrong" JUstin asked. 

"Justin, the night when we ya know did it, we didn't use protection" I said. Justin's eyes went wide. 

"Shit. Do you think your..." JUstin trailed off. 

"I don't know its too early but thats what I'm afraid of" I sighed. 

"I'm sorry" Justin whispered. I saw a tear roll down his cheek. 

"Justin it's not your fault. It's no ones fault" I said as I whiped the tear on his cheek. 

"I know its just that I'm scared" Justin whispered.

"I know I'm scared too, but no matter what happens I will always love you and I will never blame you for anything that happens" I said as I gave him a hug. I had a few tears running down my cheeks. 

"Well I gotta go out there because its not fair to the fans. We'll talk after the show" Justin said. I nodded as I watched him go out there again. I sighed and walked backstage. I found Madison sitting on the floor on her phone. 

"Watcha doing?" I asked. 

"Texting Christian" Madison smiled. 

"Is the whole long distance thing working out well?" I asked. 

"Yeah it is. I'm so glad I took yours and Justin's advice" Madison said. I fake smiled. 

"Woah woah whats wrong? Whats with the fake smile?" Madison asked. Is my fake smile really that ditectable? 

"Ugh come here" I said as I led her into Justin's dressing room. 

"What is it?" Madison asked as we both sat down. 

"You have to promise not to tell anyone" I said. Madison nodded. 

"So you know those few nights ago when Justin and I... ya know" I said. Madison nodded again. 

"Well we kinda like didn't use protection" I said. Madison's eyes went wide. 

"Are you...?" Madison asked. 

"I don't know... Maybe?" I whispered. 

"Oh my god" Madison said. 

"Please promise you wont say anything" I begged. 

"I promise. Have you told Justin yet?" Madison asked. 

"Yeah he was the first person I told" I said. 

"Well no matter what happens, I will always be therre for you guys. I promise" Madison said.

"Thanks Mads" I smiled a real smile. I hugged her and then we went to watxh Justin's show.