Remember Me

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Ughhh... What the fuck do I do ?!! I don't know anyone in this class except Hao and he's fucking late, uugh I hate this. I probably look so lost right now. Just so you know, I'm usually not like this.

It's the beginning of another school year and I know almost no one in my new class. All I know is a few dickheads from last year and my good friend Minghao. There's also that troublemaker Coups that I consider an acquaintance, nothing more. Being the loud chatterbox I am, I'm used to talking to people first, steering up a conversation. This class is a bit different though, the atmosphere isn't very comfy and most of the people aren't very fond of me for some reason. I don't know why, hell I don't even know them.

I regret going so early, I really regret going to this hell so early. I'm seriously gonna skip the whole day, I swear to god. I'm getting the hell outta here.

After sitting around, looking at nothing, and questioning my whole existence for a few minutes. I honestly can't take it anymore, I scanned around the class to at least try finding someone familiar looking, someone who hopefully doesn't hate me. My eyes caught a pastel pink fluffball sitting in the far corner of the class, I felt like I saw him somewhere before, he reminds me of someone I know. He has pastel hair, he's probably nice. Besides, what's the worst thing that could happen?

I stood up, and walked over to him, with the warmest, friendliest face I can muster.
Once I was close enough to his desk, I can hear his faint snores, turns out the pink fluffball is sleeping. Should I wake him up ? I reluctantly held out my hand and shook his shoulder a little to wake him up.

"Hey, are you okay ?" I said softly,

His body moved a little, his arms flinching at my touch, and he groggily sat up. He stretched his hands up while yawning (cutely) and said, "Coupsiee~ you're late."

"Who ?"

He stared at me with his blank sleepy face, and pointed to my face. "Hosh."

"Umm..." I couldn't really think of what to say, I guess he's still half asleep. He's rubbing his eye now. "Hey... you look familiar.., have we met before ?"

"What?"

"Do you know me ?" I said slowly

  I managed to get his attention, and he looked at me,  scanning me from head to toe, thought to himself a bit, then looked at me with a pained expression.

"Yes" he answered, with a sad tone..

That's good.. I guess. At least I know someone else, but why do I feel so guilty... He reminds me of her, maybe her relatives..?

"Uhh... mind telling me your name, I'm so sorry I forgot."

"What ?"

"Your name?"

"What ?"

"Name ?" This time I said it slowly and a little louder, gosh he's cute but he better start paying attention when people are talking.

"Lee Jihoon, it's okay, people forget me often."

  He kept looking at me as if he was gonna say something else, with his mouth still agape. We made awkward eye contact for a few seconds before he looked away to the window and muttered incomprehensible words.

"What did you say ?"

"What ?"

"Nevermind, I'm Kwon Soonyoung and I wanna be your friend." I offered him my hand and my brightest smile.