Remember Me

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"Jihoon-ie.. I know this sounds like an excuse.. well it really is an excuse, but.."

I put my hand around his waist and held him tight, moving my head closer to him so I can listen.

"I.. really missed you, but everything that happened seemed just like a dream. I don't know if it's your long hair or my dumb little self.. or maybe trying to justify my love for you that I saw you as a girl.."

What an idiot, back then.. I really did have long hair, my blonde hair reached my shoulder. Hmph... I'll let him go this time, pabo..

"I remember you Jihoon, but... I'm just scared.. and worried.. and-and- I- All that memories we had, the time we spent... I didn't forget a single one of them.. Wether it was in Busan or in Seoul... and even in Namyangju..
I remember every one of it.. every detail.. I just can't forget it.. I'm really sorry, I- I thought, after what happened..."

But... heh.. I thought he weren't there... Was he there when that happened... I don't even remember, probably not...

"Jihoon-ie, I'm sorry.. I mean it, I'm so so sorry. But it really doesn't matter, it doesn't matter wether you're a boy or a girl... you're still my Jihoon-ie. I l—- —u..."

"Eh, what did you say ? Agh, pabo it's not loud enough for me to hear-!!"

He suddenly stopped the motorcycle. I held on him tightly, he can't just stop like that ugh-! I was just surprised okay, I don't even know where we are.

"SOON-" I stopped talking when he put his finger onto my lips.

"We're here, ssh- don't make too much noise, don't you remember we skipped class."

I nodded in understanding and said, "..., im quiet."

I carefully got off Soonyoung's motorcycle, it's just too damn tall, wtf. Hmm, are we at the back of the school ? Cracked paint are everywhere on the walls, I guess they never bother to repaint this side, noone's gonna see it anyway. I looked over to a breached wire fence, opposite of the building, did we came in through that ?

I looked at Soonyoung with a confused face as he casually parked his motorcycle, he looked at me and giggled to himself. He typed on his phone to tell me something.

"Yes, we're at the back of the school and yes we went through that. It's been there for ages, it's a main stop for skipping school."

"Did you just read my mind ?"

"No, I read your face. C'mon follow me."

He swiftly took my hand and smiled at me softly, I didn't have any choice so I followed him with a pouting face, hmph... I hate him. I can't believe I skipped class for this idiot.

Kringggggggg-!!!

Huh ? I can't believe the last school bell just rang, we really did spend so much time... together... alone... Well.. at least now he remembers me... humm, I smiled at myself at the thought. I felt really giddy now that he's back, as he held my hand I felt like no matter what happened, I'd be okay.

I was lost in thought as I walked behind him, I don't even know where we're going. I just followed him..
I felt something nudged my shoulder, I stopped in my track and nudged Soonyoung's hand, I looked up to find... Cheol ?

"God fucking damnit Jihoon, you gave me a headache, where have you been ??"

"Uhh.." I can't seem to pick the right words to say, Cheol is so scary when he's angry, his eyebrows are furrowed and he looks like he's ready to punch someone,... that someone happens to be none other than Kwon Soonyoung.

"Jihoonie, what's wrong ?"

"Ya-! Kwon Soonyoung what were you doing ?!"

As Cheol said that, Soonie's face seemed to harden, he looked so serious. He really does resemble a tiger at times like this.. I don't like where this is going.

"What ? It's none of your business so fuck off-!!"