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As soon as I got to my apartment, I threw my bag across the room. I leaned on the wall to catch my breath and see the navy night sky one last time for today.

"Yo, you look.. different." Bumzu said holding a bag of groceries, all the perfect snacks and drinks for an all nighter.

"Yeahh, a lot happened today."

"First day of school huh, always like that."

"Hmm..."

"Oh well, get some good night's sleep, don't overwork yourself. You know how worried your mom is." Bumzu chuckled

He bid me goodbye and gave me a sandwich. He waved his hand and told me to call him if anything happens. I've known Bumzu for a long time, he was the one who taught me all about music and the industry. He introduced me to a whole bunch of people and gave me a great head-start. He's an amazing hyung.

I took a quick shower then laid on my bed, I have too much thoughts right now.. but still there's one thing to do... call him soon.

I'm not very brave nor very desperate so I just chatted him, ooh.. he answers fast. While I was happily chatting with Soonyoung, notifs from Cheol just won't stop.

"Ugh, Cheol stop making my phone rings-!!"

Message

sc: hoon

sc: jihoon
sc: who was him ?

sc: HOON
sc: JI
sc: HOON
sc: JI
sc: JI
sc: JI

sc: COME ON JI, I KNOW YOU'RE ON YOUR PHONE
sc: JIHOON
sc: :(
sc: HOON
sc: HOON
sc: HOON
sc: HOOM
sc: *hoon

jh: what ?

sc: oh my god, seriously
sc: hoon, who was he ?
sc: what's with you and kwon

sc: honestly jihoon
sc: don't leave me hanging
sc: PLS RESPOND

jh: turns out we had a history
jh: he's the busan boy

sc: oh you mean the dickhead
sc: why are you so slow responsive

jh: dont call him that
jh: he's nice
jh: it's hard going between two chats m'kay

sc: seriously jihoon ?
sc: he was the one who made you like this
sc: he broke you
sc: he didn't even say sorry

jh: because he didn't know
jh: Cheol, he was my muse
jh: without him I wouldn't have come this far

sc: ...
sc: alright babe

jh: look, can we not talk about this
jh: i know what I'm doing
jh: and don't call me that

sc: i'm just worried
sc: what if something happens again ?

jh: i can take care of myself
jh: you shouldn't worry about others too much
jh: you have a lot of problems yourself

sc: i still feel guilty about it, okay ?
sc: problems like what

jh: like jeonghan

sc: ...
sc: alright, it's pretty late
sc: gn hoon
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Ugh... I can't sleep, I don't wanna sleep... Usually at nights like this, I always sleep early. Nothing good comes from staying up late. The only things accompanying me on late nights were bad thoughts and loneliness. Maybe I should check the groupchat..

The Vocals 🎤

sk: y'all I just got the juiciest juice
dk: you mean 'we'
jhan: ooh, I love gossips >:)

js: what are you guys up to again -_-
js: last time was terrible
js: and why was I cleaning YOUR mess
jhan: thankyou so much jisoo, ily
dk: ily
sk: ilysm
js: >:(

sk: anyways, imma spill tea
sk: uri producer lee jihoon hyung
sk: HAS BEEN SPOTTED BETWEEN TWO MEN
dk: ITS A LOVE TRIANGLE
sk: NEIGHBOURHOOD BAD BOY VS CLASS CLOWN
sk: AKHSRJJKEWO
dk: TWO MEN GLARING AT EACH OTHER
dk: I WAS ON THE SPOT WHEN IT HAPPENED
dk: soonyoung just screamed WHAT THE FUCK

js: what the fuck ?
dk: yeah, apparently he got into Seungcheol's bad side
sk: BECAUSE OF JIHOON HYUNG

jhan: :)
js: :((
js: let's stop..

sk: ...
dk: ...
js: ...

jhan: what's with all the dots ?
jhan: o yea, jihoon is here
jhan: y'all gonna get hit by guitars first thing in the morning

jih: you bet

sk: hyung-!! im sorry ; ;
sk: i'm so bored these days idk what to do :(
sk: hmm
jih: hmm?

sk: hey, let's make a comeback
sk: it's been a while
dk: y'all know I'm always down for that
js: ^2
jhan:^3

jih: great
jih: I think I have a new song ready :)

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js: wait, wha?
dk: YAASSS
jhan: YOU WHAT-!!!
sk: HYUNG, OH MY GOD
dk: IM TOTALLY READY
jhan: ILYSM
sk: HYUNG
dk: this is why I love you
sk: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

jih: you guys are too much tbh -_-
jih: you've never even heard the song

sk: OMG OMG OMG
dk: I WANNA HEAR
js: all song made by you is beautiful
jih: voice note sent

늘어진 하늘만
The low-hanging sky

마냥 바라보다가 보다가
I'm still looking at over and over again

아무도 없는 느낄 때면
when I feel like nothing

다시 생각나는
That's when I think of you

말만 계속 머릿속에
Only that phrase is stuck in my head

맴돌아 어지러워
It's making me dizzy

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