Remember Me

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  I kept sulking and crying in Hoshi's embrace, I'm just... frustrated. I can't believe he just forgot about me like that.. Am I really that useless, am I so insignificant that someone.. someone who I thought cared about me.. someone who I thought valued me as a whole... would forget.

  If so, then why is he here ? Why is he patting my back and giving me a hug ? Why is he letting me wet his shirt with my tears ? I can feel his chest vibrate as he's speaking.

"Hiks.., what did you say ?" I asked him, lifting my head to look at him so I can see the movement of his mouth.

"Ooljima," he pleaded, "gwaenchana?"

"Do I look like I'm okay ?" I said sarcastically.

"Aigoo, what —- - do — make —- stop cry—- ?"

"Remember me." I whispered to his chest, enough for him to hear me if he's paying attention.

"Eh ?"

"..."

"I'll do anything."

"Ice cream."

  I lifted my head and looked at him again, I really do miss him. He's gotten a lot taller, our height difference is very noticeable now. His smile that goes up even to his eyes, is still as bright as ever.

"Alright, Ice ——- it —." He cheered

I sat up, wiping the tear stains on my cheeks and fixed my hair a bit. I looked towards Hoshi. He's still looking at me curiously. Ugh, I shyly covered my face with my hand and stood up.

"Let's go." I said

Hoshi stood up, opened the door for me like a 'gentleman'. He didn't forget to close the door and lock the dance room. We made our way towards the Ice cream vendor not too far from school.

You see, our school aren't very well protected. The fence of our school is really short, hell Mingyu was rumoured to be taller than them. The security is really just an old woman who eats lasagna for a living, yes she's a human garfield.

We easily jumped over the fence and Hoshi guided me to his motorcycle parked right outside.

"Soon, it's barely a few blocks away, let's just walk."

"——, —- taking you — the —- river."

"The what ?"

He sighed and signalled me to ride on his motorcycle, I tried to get onto it but it's too tall. I just stood there, not wanting to face him and fiddled with my fingers.

He held my shoulder and asked again, "Gwaenchana ?"

"It's too tall." I pouted

Instead of helping me with the problem he just giggled at me. Ugh, so much for being a 'gentleman'. I puffed my cheeks in annoyance and hit him repeatedly.

"Okay, okay." He gave up, "I'll he— you."

  I tried to get onto the motorcycle again with Hoshi lifting me. I threw my hands up and cheered at my successful attempt to get on this goddamned motorcycle. Hoshi giggled and hopped on to his motorcycle. easily.

"Can I hold you?" I asked him, shyly

Getting no answer from him, I held him and squeezed his shirt anyways. His motorcycle is so tall it kinda scares me, I usually just walk everywhere. The back side is taller and that makes my ass slide down onto him no matter how much I tried snuggling backwards and now I'm a flustered mess. Ugh, we should've walked.