lovely // finn wolfhard

s e v e n .

tw// abuse

i finally got home and ran up to my room locking it. the tears wouldn't stop streaming down my face and i couldn't breath. i tugged at my hair roughly.

how can i be that stupid? moms going to find out. she's going to get mad. really really mad. how could i let that slip. not even audrey knows. this isn't good. not at all.

my phone chimed repeatedly over and over and i hesitantly picked it up off from the floor when my shaky hands could no longer grip my phone. i looked at the numerous messages

dingus:
dakota?

dakota

answer your phone!!

are you okay?

please text me back

dakota answer me
please

i need to know you're safe

are you safe?

princess💌:
i'm fine. i just freaked
out i promise

dingus:
what happened??

you were going to
say something but you stopped

please don't tell me what
i think you were gonna say princess

more tears streamed down my face as i read his texts. i covered my mouth with both my hands as i let my phone drop onto my floor once again. i didn't want to let those ugly sobs out no matter how desperately they wanted to escape.

i hadn't broken down in a while and i really didn't want to let myself slip yet here i was in my bedroom in the dark covering my mouth with both hands feet against my chest head tucked into my knees tears streaming down my face.

i'm weak.

i heard the door slam open and shut. i winced and tried to calm myself which only caused me to panic more. "dakota!" her snarly voice rang through my ears.

"dakota! are you here!" she yelled angrily. i heard her feet stomping up the stairs. my door swung open and i didn't dare look up. i heard her footsteps getting closer to me.

"answer me when i fucking call you." she said her words slurred as she was drunk like always. "i'm talking to you you little shit!" she screamed more. i suddenly felt my hair being yanked back as my head shot up. i winced at the pain it caused.

i tried not to cry anymore but i simply just couldn't. a few silent sobs escaped my lips as she stared at me. "are you crying? you're pathetic weak. if i hear you crying ohhh boy. you're gonna wish you weren't born got it? next time fucking answer me." she snarled letting go of my hair.

she slammed my door shut as i was quivering and tried my hardest not to let out any sobs or cries not wanting my mom to come back into my room.

dingus:
princess please answer
your phone

i'm starting to get worried

i'm gonna go over there

princess💌:
please don't come over.

dingus:
i need to make sure
you're safe

it's true isn't it?

please don't lie
to me

princess💌:
finn i promise i'm safe
at home i just mixed
up some words.

dingus:
then why'd you leave?

princess💌:
because i embarrassed myself
and i wanted to get out
of that situation i promise

dingus:
let me visit you then

princess💌:
i'm embarrassed please
don't come

dingus:
too late.

princess💌:
please don't

read

answer your phone dammit!!

don't come it's not okay for
you to come

my moms home.

finn

i'm begging you please don't
show up

read

it was already to late