i guess i was wrong about you.
everything i had thought was just completely and utterly false,
and it made me wonder if i had ever been right about anything.
i was sitting in the library all by myself. haven't done that in a while. finn never responded or came to school. it's been three days! i miss him i really do.
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finnwolfhard: ily kotarose 62 likes | 6 comments
jaedenwesley: pretty
finnwolfhard: jaedenwesley shut up
audreyy: where have you been?
kotarose: mkay
audreyy: kotarose woah what happened??
finnwolfhard: kotarose huh?
i couldn't help but to feel mad. it isn't like me to be this way.
to be petty as audrey calls it
it's selfish i know it is but i can't help it. he hasn't responded to my texts when i needed him most and then he just posts on instagram.
finn: princess i'm so sorry i didn't answer you please don't be mad at me.
finn: i barely got these messages i swear, i'm sorry i couldn't help you.
finn: i'm such an idiot dakota i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i can't believe i wasn't there to help you
finn: i know you're reading these answer me please
finn: i'm sorry i wasn't there god i hate myself just please answer me back
finn: i'm going to call you and if you do not answer me right now i will go to your house and wait until schools over for you
my phone started ringing and i started to panick and get anxious. this was finn i shouldn't get like this . . . yet here i am. i mean, at least i was by myself in the library since luna trusted me.
i hesitantly answered the phone.
"h-hello?" i shakily said. "princess! thank god you answered." he said in relief. i didn't say anything. i didn't know what to say. "listen i'm so sorry okay. i wasn't there to help you, i know just please-"
"you p-promised she wasn't going to h-hurt me." i stuttered out quietly. "i know and i'm so so so sorry-" "where were you? you just left me without an explanation no text no nothing." i said my voice cracking.
"i-i'm sorry i know i didn't tell you i just- i'm finally shooting . . . in canada." he said his voice trailing making my breath hitch. "a text would've been nice." i croaked. "i didn't know how to tell you. i was planning on telling you but then my mom came in and you just left." he explained.
"next time just tell me instead of having me look so so- . . . stupid. you left me and i needed you- worst of all you didn't even tell me where you were going so i just-"
"i'm sorry princess . . . what did you say the director was talking to me." he said. i clutched my phone tightly and felt tears streaming down my face. "f-forget it." i said through choked out sobs.
"are you crying?" he asked frantically. "bye." i said silently and hung up. i put my head in my knees silently crying in the semi-dark library behind a bookshelf.
none of this is his fault but i just- i'm mad and sad. it's selfish- i'm selfish i'm stupid. i shouldn't be mad at him i have no right to be but i just couldn't help it.
