I found somewhere i belong - supernatural story

Chapter 7

Its now 11am, wow, well thats the longest sleep I've ever had. All my nightmares that had been keeping me up obviously took there toll on me. Whats weird is when i woke up to use the bathroom at 8am, i could have sworn that i heard Bobby and Dean talking. I was clearly imagining it because Deans dead and he isn't coming back.

I climb out of bed and go to take a shower. After I'm finished in the shower i put on my worn jeans from yesterday and borrow one of, what i think is Sams old tops, mostly because I've been wearing mine for a week and it was starting to stink.
I really have to save some money for some new clothes.

Heading downstairs to make my self a cup of tea, i notice a note stuck to the fridge.
Y/N
Ive just gone to help someone with a hunt. I will be back in a few hours.
Make yourself at home.
Bobby.
I cant help the smile on my face, its nice to have someone around to care enough to leave a note for me.
Suddenly i can hear a car pulling up out side, presuming its Bobby i run to the front door swinging it open. Im About to shout hey to Bobby, but what i can actually see makes my heart fall to my stomach.
Its the impala, right out side. No, i cant see him now, I'm not ready. But its not only sam getting out of the car its, its Dean to?
I stare wide eyes, no i must be imagining things again, Deans dead and not coming balck i need to stop getting my hopes up.

When he turns to look at me i freeze on the spot not knowing what to do. After a few seconds when i can move my feet again, i run inside and slam the door locking it.
"Please, mind, stop playing these tricks on me, please." I practically beg my own mind while backing up against the wall.
Holding the amulet tight in my hand and my eyes closed tight while I'm sat on the floor with my knees against my chest. It feels like hours before i hear someone using a key to open the door.

"Y/N !? Are you ok?"
I hear Bobby saying franticly, clearly worried as he crouches down in front of me.
"Bobby, i cant do it anymore, i think I'm going crazy. It hurts Bobby, I'm sure I've just seen Dean outside. Bobby i miss him so much" I ramble on, not letting Bobby get a word in sideways.
"Y/N, your not go-"
"Yn? Are you ok" Bobby is cut of, by that same voice again. Slowly prying my eyes open to see if I'm going to see him stood there again. And sure enough there he is again!
"No! your not him! Leave me alone please! please" i say whispering the last bit hiding my face in my hands, not been able hold back my tears anymore.

I can feel someone else crouching down beside me, to scared to look up, i keep my face covered.
"Y/N/N, its really me. Im back. Im ok" he says prying my hands of my face. And sure enough when i look up I'm meet with his green eyes, the ones id missed for so long. I knew it was really him this time.
"Dean?" I whisper through my tears. Before he can talk again i jump into his arms. Wrapping my arms round his waist, knocking him over. We just sit there, i refuse to let him go again.