(thoughts)

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She sat there on her bed, it was still 3 in the morning according to her wall clock. But still she is wide awake, curled up in a ball barely getting any sleep.

Her mind full of thoughts. What ifs. Possibilities. Frustrations. Questions.

Whatever did she do to be left alone? Why was she never enough? Was there anything wrong with her? Did she let him down in some ways? But why did he even promised things that he can't do? Why did he even made plans with her?

She sat from her bed, her eyes felt so tired for all th crying that now it felt as if they could no longer produce tears.

Hopeless, she stood from her bed and turned the lights on.

She stood there, not really knowing what she should do. 

Somehow, she wants to go on the beach again. No not to drown herself, but just listen to the gentle waves crashing.

But in such a time, she knows she can't go. She does not want her parents to worry for her, it pains her to see them in such a state.

She took a deep breath and decided to just read a book.

Happier (DK)जहाँ कहानियाँ रहती हैं। अभी खोजें