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/kian\

I felt a bright light hitting my face. I open my eyes seeing the sun coming through the window. I looked by me feeling around for christine but i didnt feel her anywhere

I rubbed my eyes and was about to get up but realized i was naked. I smiled looking at my body. I had hickeys everywhere

I love her man. I really do. It wasnt because she gave amazing head, or was great at kissing, or maybe i dont know, maybe those were the bonus. Like the 'cherry on top'

I found my boxers and put them on along with the grey sweats and went down stairs. I saw Bobby and Jc. They were both reading a letter and by their faces, it seemed serious. "What are you guys reading?"

They turned around and from their eyes, the way their eyebrows sunken, i knew something bad had happened

"Kian." I stayed quiet as i heard Jc start talking. He looked at bobby and bobby grabbed the letter. He sat it down on the table. They both walked away. Maybe it was so serious that they just didnt want to talk about it, or say it, or even tell me. I hope my families okay. I hope everythings okay

I prayed before i grabbed the letter and started reading.

"Dont look for me. Just know i am okay. I promise. I woke up with a lot of voice messages from my dad, i didnt know why. Than i realized something was wrong. He didnt sound drunk, he sounded, groggy. Sad even, voice cracked. I dont know. I called every hospital here in LA. My dad had passed away sometime last night and i wasnt there. This isnt a suicide note, this isnt me saying i want attention or pitty or help. I have ran-away but by myself. Therefore please dont look for me. I am okay. I swear. Kian, Jc, Bobby, and Corey i love you guys. Thank you for the home. Thanks for making me feel welcome. Thank you for everything.
- christine"

I ran up the stairs and put on a random shirt. Why was everything happening so fast? Why is my happiness slowly going away now? Why me? What did i do?

I slid on random shoes and grabbed my keys and ran outside starting my car

I was going to go look for Christine and i wouldnt stop until i found her. Shes now my girlfriend and i wasnt gonna let her go this easy, plus this early

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