24 Letters ♢ 김남준

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dear kim namjoon,

hey, it's me again. have you read my letter? if you haven't, i'll just assume that you had already.

so today is just a plain day for me. nothing's special actually. as usual, i was fed by nurses, underwent a therapy, drank my meds and that's all. oh, i decided to take a stroll out. i even begged my nurse to take me out on the rooftop of the hospital. nurse choi rim let me after some minutes of pleading. she's really kind because she's the one i've been asking to send to you my letters.

i smiled as i inhaled the refreshing breeze of the season. the sun is smiling at me and the clouds hovering me were creating different forms of random shapes. as i looked around, guess what? i saw a billboard of bts being posted across the hospital building. i can't help but to gush excitement and joy as i saw the seven of you in your cool outfits. at the very side of the billboard was your new album and the soundtracks. i was full of emotions that tears just suddenly came out. nurse choi rim had noticed me so she approached me and asked if why i was crying. you know what i told her?

"those guys are my strength and my courage to keep on fighting against my cancer. i hope i could see them before i die. they are really shining now, look."

always yours,
kang nari