24 Letters ♢ 김남준

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dear kim namjoon,

i told you about nurse choi rim already, right? she's the nurse who serves as my guardian here. she's the one who's sending my letters on the post office everyday for you. know what? she became my best friend despite of our huge age gap. she's very kind and loving to me.

but we just had a fight today.

she's telling me to finally stop writing a letter for you. she told me that i should just rest because writing you a letter is bringing me too much emotion which is bad for my health. but i was stubborn.

she got mad at me and told me that she's just worried about my condition. she said i'm fragile and vulnerable that i can't withstand too much emotion anymore.

"listen to me, nari-ah. this is for your own good."

i shook my head in refuse.

"i will still write letters to him until i can. this is the least thing i can do for myself. i can't stay any longer, right? just please, let me do this until my end."

"nari-ah."

i smiled sadly and handed her my letter for today. "jebalyo."

she returned my smile with a shake of her head but she still took it.

i thanked her for everything.

always yours,
kang nari