24 Letters ♢ 김남준

✉ 십이 ✉

dear kim namjoon,

waiting can really be tiring, right?

i hope i get discharged soon. lying and sitting on my bed could surprisingly makes me weary and exhausted. boredom is knocking me down so i watched your latest bangtan bomb. i slept after and woke up feeling a bit tired. my eyes caught the flower pot resting on the corner of my window. i had noticed that the flower is glowing in crimsod red and its petal begins to grow wider while a hint of another bloom of flower is appearing.

i wish i could be that flower; alive and blooming.

but when i looked at myself at the mirror, it seems i'm dying and withering.

seems like i'm getting near to my utopia.

always yours,
kang nari