Chapter 8 - Maybe

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Silis pov

"Dinner?" Sebas asked as I landed on the couch.

"Not hungry."

Sebas look at me weirdly. "Not hungry? Did I heard you right?"

I sulked. "Am not."

"Its I am not hungry princess." He corrected me.

I ingored him and switch on the TV. I turn on my fav show the CIS and watch hapily.

"Princess.. Its weird." Suddenly Sebas commented.

I frowned as I stare at him. I raised my eyesbrow once signaling "what?"

"You're grinning, gigiling, and smirking.. alone." He empharasized the word alone.

"Ha?" I pardon.

He put down the bowl in his hand and turned facing me seriously. "Are you dating someone?"

"No..!" I yelled a little

He gave me an half heart smile then continue his work. "Who's the guy?

"No no. Don't any." I startled and I surround in nervous.

"You mean no and you have no one." He corrected me again.

I blushed as Andrew face arise in my mind. I shook my head few times making the imagination fade away.

"Princess.. who is the lucky guy?"

I shook my head again. "No. He luck am not."

"Stop using your speech disability for your advantange. I'm not letting you slip from this little talk."

"I'm luck if he like me. But definitely not lucky."

"Why?" Sebas asked as he choping the vegetable.

"He's normal." I already feel rejected remembering the way he treated me.

"Englight me on that."

I put the pillow on my laps as I keep squeaking it. "Who would want a girlfriend with mental disoder." I wisper slowly.

I jump a little when I hear the loud sound from Sebas. I turned around and meet Sebas sadness eyes. Ops.. I touched the wrong button here.

"Am sorry." I apologize as I realize I hurt my beloved brother feeling.

"Its not a mental dissoder. Its speech disability." He remind me again.

"Sorry."

He walks toward me and kneel infront. He patted my head and our forehead meet. Sebas really an amazing brother who keep encouraging and support me in my life.

"My beloved princess doesn't have mental dissoder. Whoever said that, I skin him alive."

I laugh imagining Sebas skinning someone with his scalple in his white coat. But Sebas's not a surgeon, he's a psychiatrist.

"You're not a surgeon." I chuckle.

"I'm good with scalple." Then he smirks.

I laugh even louder. He continues whatever he's doing as I join him at the kitchen.

"I'm hungry." I say.

He chuckles and hand me a plate of spaghetti.

"You just said you're not hungry few minutes ago."

"I'm hungry now."

I start digging in my food and we chat about few things. I'm very thakful I have Sebas as my brother. He's very supporting and understanding.

"I have a crush on this man." I spoke honestly after we finish dinning.

"I knew it. Who is he?"

"He's my boss." I play with my finger to control my nervous on this topic.

"That's bad." He comment.

"Why?" I almost shout.

"That mean I can't skin him alive."

I can't believe my brother. He was worrying about that. I shrink my eyes on him and he give me this I-don't-care looks.

"What made you crush on him?"

I stay silence for a moment as memories of me and Andrew flash around. He likes to mocks me, call me stupid and slow. Ah.. don't forget he's also rude and arrogant.

Then the flash back of when he defends me from my bullies, then he comfort me during my sadness, also those night he sent me home.

"He's rude but he defends me alot. He's likes to mocks me but comforting me when I'm sad. He call me slow but he still nice to me." I answed and this sad and happy feeling collide in my chest.

"Sound very complicated."

"I know. Maybe I should avoide him." I look at Sebas for his opinion.

"Or maybe you can confess."

"What..!" This time I shout. "No.. I don't want a rejection." My voice crack thinking about the rejection.

"Princess.. its better to get a rejection than be dishonest over yourself ." My brother give me a free lecture and I puzzle what does that mean.

"Ha?"

He pinched my nose and laughed at my annoyed face.

"You might be a slow learner but not a dishonest person."

I sighed a big time. I don't want to fight a battle I knew I never win. I don't want to get heart broken. A crush isn't that bad..

Maybe..

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