23: Monday Jitters

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Rose

Today

is Monday.

The glass

of my window

in my bedroom

is freezing

but my room

is cozy warm.

But now

I'm in the living room

with Ms. Stella

trying to convince her

that today

I'm sick

and I don't want

to go to school.

But

Ms. Stella

won't listen.

She grabs my hand

and uses them

to communicate

with sign language

because this

is too much

for braile

to handle.

Nobody has time

to take out a piece

of paper

poke holes in it

throw it away

and repeat.

No.

Whatever she tells me

I shake my head

not wanting

to listen.

I don't want

to go to school

today.

Ms. Stella's hands

are cold

which means

it's snowing outside.

I don't want

to go outside

when it's snowing.

Ms. Stella's voice

is faint and urgent

with power and authority

laced in her elegance

but I am persistent.

I don't want

to feel the stares

lingering on my back

when I pass the halls

when I'm in the classroom.

I don't want

to smell

Caleb near me

when I pass the halls

when I'm in the classroom

with him.

It would only

make me more sad

and more guilty

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