I'm still here (Book 2) [DISCONTINUED]

Jonghyun (IMPORTANT)

So I'm pretty sure you've heard the news about Jonghyun by now. So, because I'm a huge fan of them (I don't say much though) I feel horrible. I'm really sad and depressed...

When I'm not in a good mood or I feel horrible, I never manage to get into a writing mood. I'm can't focus and if I do write, it'll be really depressing and I don't want to make you guys sad. And if you haven't heard about it, Jonghyun has died.

When I read the post this morning, I was really sad. I had just finished getting ready for school and I get a notification from my amino. Every single amino I'm in. The K-pop boy groups amino I'm in was the first one I read. I read the comments and it said that there was a miss translation in it, but he really did die. I went to school for the rest of the day. I was really grumpy and a lot of people asked why. I tried not to lash out. (Something that happens when I'm grumpy)

All the people I'm friends with, that like K-pop, saw me that day and felt the same as me. We stood in the hallway crying for five minutes or so. Everyone though we were crazy, but they don't understand. I'm still sad now while writing this.

I hope you guys understand. I don't want you to be depressed by my writing that will most likely be depressing. So until I get over this or my mood gets better, I'll create a new chapter to make up for my absence. I'm not sure how long it'll be. Probably until I get better and the news dies down. 

For those who are new and haven't read about me, and my problems, I have depression and I get very moody sometimes. I don't get over things easily and sometimes, it can turn for the worse. Please understand. Thanks you guys.