A road to poetry

Mom I want to tell you

Mom I want to tell you so much,
But how do I begin?
How can I mention the words that will kill you,
How can I express my feelings,
My secrets,
Or should I say their secrets,
Secrets that have been locked away for so long,
And yet,
I have the key,

Mom I want to tell you about what happens in my world,
But what should I say?
Should I tell you what is making me sad?
Or just about my fake happiness?

You choose,

Can I tell you some of your closest family is hurting you?
Please don't cry if I ever do,
Or ask who,
Don't ask me why they did it,
Rather what they did,
Don't ask why I told you so late,
Just be happy I did,

Mom I want to tell you everything,
But how do I do it without hurting others?
It is silly I know,
That I want to help the people that wronged you,
My heart is too weak,
It lives to keep people happy,
Even if it's owner isn't,

Mom I want to tell you that...
That I just love you,
And i am sorry for what I am about to tell you,
I didn't want to but it is time,
Time to tell you,

                          Author's note

Hi Everyone Merry Christmas to you all. Hope you have the best Christmas. To those who don't celebrate Christmas. Happy holidays. Guys I need to tell my mom something but I decided to tell her after Christmas. I know, I have terrible timing. She is going to be so angry. How should I tell her? Also have to say thanks to ravioli_is_love_xx
For my new cover. It looks so good. I love it.