his posession

how could you

I walked down the stairs and shook my head as byron walked over to me and grabbed my face . "baby look at me its not like that". I looked up at him and stared for 3 seconds before my hand went across his lying ass face . I had slapped him and i didn't feel nothing by it... I was lost for words like why me why does shit always happen to me ! I then scrunched up my face and looked at jazz as byron was rubbing his cheeks frowning up . " so wassup like i thought we where friends like wtf...who tf does that ?" She stood there stuck in her own words . " you are a dirty bitch a lame ass excuse for a friend and if i wasn't pregnant i would drag your dirty ass all up and down this house and beat your ass to sleep.". She then signed and sucked her teeth. "Taylor we..are friends i just i can't explain like i know its fucked up but it wasn't..." I laughed causing her face to fall. " No bitch we are not friends never where you was just somebody to kick it with and i was just some kind of joke to you....you sat me up you called me a hoe you wanted to make me out to be something that im not so basically if you felt that way about me why you fuck with me since day 1 i told you exactly how i felt i don't do no fake bitches at all i don't recommend having friends because of shit like this thats why i don't like bitches now because they will stab you in the back and i did nothing to you for you to do me like this". She sat in silence as i looked at byron one last time before walking off upstairs it was a awarked silence between the both of them. I looked around the room and gathered my things before slipping on some different cloths and my slippers . Byron looked at me with tears in his eyes as jazz scoffed and grabed her keys off the lil table by the door and walked out . " Taylor don't leave please i want you here for the baby sake i wanna know that yall are ok." I laughed and shook my head well you should have thought about that before you started lying to me you could have told me the truth from day one reguardless of the fact and maybe things would have been different and you dirty too like who tf gets with a random female to ruin her reuptation all because of a shitty ass girlfriend like you didn't even know me i knew you where sick in the head if anything your reputation would be ruin because for one im 18 your 28 for two if anybody knew what you did you would be under the buss especially because you got me pregnant do you think that the media would fuck with you do you think pressmagazine would keep you on the front of there page do you think your club would still be A1 because im still a little teenager in other people eyes and your a petifile. Don't hit me up anymore or stop by the only time we will talk is when its concerening the baby so i"ll text you first other wise we are done. I walked toward the door and proceeded to calling a uber. He then remained in the house and continued doing what the fuck ever because i know longer cared. After 10 mins of waiting my uber finally pulled up and i left....I just couldn't stop replaying it in my head. Like how did i not know i mean hell how could i have known . I signed and then layed my head against the window pang. Wondering what tomorrow would bring could i really go through with this pregnancy i mean obviously my baby daddy had no interest in me he was just a man using me but then again he wanted a baby by me so bad ....I then looked down at the necklace and strolled upon his number i really wanted to know why he wanted a baby by me and he wasn't suppose to be with me. I just couldn't find it in me to talk to him right now nor anyone else i then turned my phone off as i made it home and went in my room and layed across my bed. I got this craving for fried chicken mash potatoes and yams with some sweet rolls . I then picked up my phone and scrolled through my contacts . I then found my mothers number and stared at it . I hadn't talked to my mother since i first started college because of some previous things that happened in the past but right now i needed her the most because she was the only one who knew how i liked my chicken. I then signed and decided to put my pride to the side and call her

phone convo.

Mom: hello!

me: hey mom its me taylor.

I then got a awarked silence before she responded back.

mom: hey honey!

me: I was just thinking about you and i know we haven't spoken in awhile but can you cook me a nice home cooked meal.

She then laughed and i smiled waiting for her response

mom: umm yeah....but you going drive 1hr and 15 mins for it?

me: yes!!! ima even spend the night because i also wanted to talk to you.

mom: ok tay tay well umm ima go to the store and buy some stuff what did you want.?

me: owee...some greens, yams, fried chicken, corn bread, and some german chocolate cake.

mom: well damn you sound like you eating for 2 but i guess i can whip something up your father is coming in from ohio i know he going be happy to see you and that food.

I chuckled and stratched my head at the fact that she actually said i was eating for 2.

After we got off the phone, I began packing my bag and looked over at my phone i had 6 missed calls from byron...I was actually getting annoyed at the fact that he was calling me everytime something went wrong he called or showed up but this time it was too big for that . I couldn't bare to see his face because of the things i might do, soon as i finished packing my bag i grabbed my keys and headed down the steps.

to be continued