Can never be fixed again

Prologue

"I wonder how the love of parents feels, I am sure it doesn't feel painful"
My name is Ezra Kuran -yes a Kuran I am the older twin of Yuuki Kuran but she never knew I existed I was always in my room and I leave and was caught by Haruka or juri then I would be punished badly like probably be beaten up or kicked around or something like it. Only kanama was there for me he even said that I will be his wife, but I guess that was a lie too, let me tell you why
...................Flashback................
Today is mine and Yuuki's birthday, but of course, everyone thinks it's only Yuuki's birthday,I was lonely until I heard a knock on the door. "Come in" I said as softly as I could ,the door opened to revel kanama ."kanama is there anything I can help you with"I said "no nothing I just came to give you this "he grasped my hand and but a beautiful charm around it."do you like it" he asked worriedly" I love it " I smiled happily for the first time in a while "I am happy that you like it ,I have to go now before haruka and juri find out that I came here bye sis"he kissed my forehead and left.i laid happily on my bed ,then a thought came to me I never thanked him,I went to look for him after counseling my presence. I heard laughter from a room I looked inside and found mother and father playing with yuuki and kanama "hey yuuki how would you feel about getting married to kanama" juri asked happily "does that mean I can be like you mommy and daddy "yuuki asked" yes dear"haruka answered "then I want to,I want to"she was now jumping  up and down "what about you kanama "asked haruka"I happily accept" he said without hesitation,I felt my heart break into million pieces,I begin crying and I guess haruka and kanama heard it as kanama started walking towards the door and haruka stood up,before kanama opted the door I teleported to my room and locked it,I heard knocking from outside the room but ignored it, I felt a presence in font of my,I looked up to find uncle radio with his arm open"come hear dear"without a second thought I jumped into his arms ,and I guess the others felt his presence since more noise was coming from out side "Ezra open the door"haruka said,so now he calls me by name,but again I just ignored and continued to cry on uncles shoulder until the door broke "you monster leave my kid alone"juri screamed at uncle and to be real I was kind of afraid of her I held tightly unto uncle "oh juri I don't think I am the monster that is scaring her  I think it's you that she is afraid of" uncle said mocking my parents "how dare you, she would never be afraid of her own family,now,Ezra come here" for some reason that made me snap, I jumped down from uncle I stood in the middle of the room and said " don't you dare,I repeat don't you dare call your self my family,I might not know what a true family is but I know for sure that they don't beat the shit out of each other.uncle can you pack my bag " "sure dear" "where are you going?" Asked kanama "far from here"I said with no emotions in my voice "here you go,do you want to stay with me" uncle asked"no thanks I will be okay on my own"I walked started going to the window then I remembered the gift that kanama gave me I walked to him and ripped it from my wrest and gave it to him"here this I what my heart looks like now ,thanks for that anyway but I won't need it anymore " I went to the window but felt a hand around my waist,I looked and saw yuuki with tears in her eyes "don't go née chan" I put my hand on he forehead and kissed it "I know it's not your fault but I have to go"then she fell asleep "goodbye uncle "I jumped from the window
**********Haruka POV***********
I saw my own daughter jump out of the window and I couldn't stop her ,kanama clutched his hand tightly,juri and yuuki were crying,I looked at radio and said "your just going to let her leave like that" his eyes were filed with hate and disgust "I let her go because I know it's safer for her to out then be here I would have taken her in but I don't think I am the safest person to take care of children,and why didn't you stop her" I was speechless I dint know what to say I looked at ground and stayed silent "you don't have an answer huh,do you know how that girl would cry herself to sleep,or how lonely she felt,or how much pain it was for her to but bandages every day ,how bad you insults hurt her ,I am surprised that she hasn't killed herself,I actually feel bad for her to have parents like you"he said that and disappeared.and that how our lives were filled with regret and sorrow.
***************EZRA POV****************
I feel cold......
I can't feel my legs.......
I don't know where I am going .........
I don't know how long I have been walking, My legs gave out and I felt the presence of a level E "so this is how I die huh" my eyes became heavy, I tried to keep my eyes open, then the level E was about attack me, but a man with white hair killed him, and raised me to meet his eyes."what is a little girl like you do out here" he asked with concern in voice"I......ran........away" my eyes became even heavier "my name is karlheinz, what's you name little one"he introduced himself as I heard his name I tried to open my eyes even more but couldn't, so decided to answer hi like that"M-m-my name is Ezra................kuran sir"I said trying not to stutter.then I fell unconscious in his arm.