I'm cure suuuukerrr!!!

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by BluZombieMedic

by BluZombieMedic

Hello, this is Karen Marie Zümb Ramos aka 'BluZombieMedic' as I wanna speak to y'all about why I late and lazy of not doing your request.

have been as some of you guy might be having stressed and the family problem today, mostly sacrifice as well hopefully cause It might sound crazy that life pushes too far in my future. So please don't get rude or laugh If I go too far of my personal..our

Here my stress problem

1. My family have the problem with the apartment (good news: well get real home soon to fit 8 people )

2 dad

He was mostly one working with 3 job auto/electric company/ band member which is worried about him with the bad thought in mind also the police found him as they try to take him back to Mexico..good thing he didn't cause thank to mama Mayola and his stepbrother also the big thank to the lawyer x3

2. Mom

Yes, a mother who connect with her cubs. She tries to find a job so dad could stop working so hard on himself yet he kinda rude to her lately [often] trying to find a job. She kept hiring a different kind of medical nurse job even the store also as they never replied or call. Every time I was going to get the uber or get driving to school she doesn't want me to go, she doesn't like being alone in the house which made me feel like she going to do something to herself so I stay with her.

Good news; she got a better hospital job that pays.

3. sacrifice.

I got out of Art Insitute
I can't stand for my family problem anymore they kept complaining, fighting and money! I lie to my friend that I gonna transfer so I won't get them worried. But it got worse I
got bad luck on my birthday of a van broke down which my dad get angrier & blame my mom more in front of me, my brain can't take this anymore. so I have no choice but straight up walk and left the house which is nothing. I went to the graveyard calm my stress level..but it came out of me..tear flow to my skin I blame myself, I wanna hurt myself, I wish that Reaper just take me away from here. I stop ...why am I let this stress take over me? Why I gave up my goal so quickly cause this stupid problem? Why am I blaming myself for this? I Remeber what teacher told me.
"Kept moving forward"
"Draw what comes out of your mind"
"You made yourself get stress if you think about it too much of what people told you"
"Screw this baster, they don't own your life nor you're baby (character)"

....

DA FUCK I STRESS ABOUT FOR THIS SHIT!

I'm a 20y old girl who cries?!?!
What am I a Disney princess who dramatically cries ?!?! FUCK THAT SHIT!!

I ran back home as I saw my dad red truck beeping at him, seeing mom open the door as my dad about to stop park then she hugs me like I was missing. I hug her calmly that everything is going be alright ^^

GOOD NEW I GOING TO COMMUNITY COLLEGE BUT FRESHMAN AGAIN O-O
this is my first time to go to another school. I always finished 3 of them fully.
Found out art institute is a shame what my sister told me of the financial.
I can't believe they are the worst but the teacher N office people are nice...

I'll be going to Brookhaven at March hopefully.
I'm 20year old now
I went to art Institute at 18 but good thing I'm still young right ^_^

Plus I really hope people don't judge my drawing two

Oh yeah, I didn't let stress come to me anymore!
If that stress ever come back I have to think positive and know that my family still believes in me ^-^

So thank you
I might have bad grammar and my story don't make sense I bet two