you broke my mother's heart too

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i remember when
you first told me about her.
how you were still talking to her
even though i said not to.
you kept saying it wasn't anything
and that is what told me it was.

my mother broke a wine glass
that night.
she walked in on me crying
in my room and she knew,
so long before i did,
what you were.

she set the wine glass down
on my nightstand too hard,
and the stem shattered.

maybe a while ago,
i would have written something
comparing that to my heart,
or my self worth,
or my mental health.

but today, i don't jump on
the opportunity to make just anything
into a metaphor anymore.

it's not a metaphor, anyway.

my mother broke a wine glass
because she saw what it was
and the thought of her daughter
trapped inside of that cage
was too much for her.

my mother broke a wine glass
because of you.
and i just don't think
there's anything poetic
in that.

                 -c.h.

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