Forbidden Love

Chapter 10: Remembering Cas.

Dean's POV
Flashback.
"Dean", a voice says and I see a man in a trenchcoat with an angel blade, then I look over to the other side and see Benny.
" Benny, how much longer a walk until the portal.", I ask.
"Not long. Castiel could you put that blade away.", he says. " I say we are about a 5 hour hike to the portal."
"Ok. Come on Cas, Benny we better start walking.", I say.
"Dean?", Cas asks, "Walk with me?"
"Sure.", I say.
" Why are we taking him with us. How did you two even meet?", he questions me.
"Hey", I say sternly putting a hand on his chest and pushing him back. " You were the one that left me here by myself with Him still chasing after me. Benny came to my rescue more than you did and he is a nice vampire that didn't deserve to be killed. So, if you don't like then you can just disappear again.", I say out of breathe from my rant.
"Sorry Dean. I didn't want to leave you.", he says.
" But you did you Bitch." , I say.
"Assbutt.", he instantly replies.
" What?" , I ask.
"Well, You and Sam say bitch, jerk. So, why can't our saying be bitch, assbutt.", he replies.
" No!", I say, " I'm still mad at you."
"Hey, if you two lovebirds are done arguing, we're here.", Benny says.
" Ok.", I say pulling out a knife and cut my arm for Benny to come out of hell through the portal with us. We start walking towards the portal. "Come on, just a little farther.", I yell back to Cas over the wind. I walk over to the portal and I have one foot out and one foot in the portal. I hold my hand out for Cas and he grabs my hand, he must have seen something that I didn't because then he throws me forward toward the portal and then the portal closes leaving Cas behind.
End of flashback.
" Cas", I say sitting up in my bed. Then all of my memories come back. When we first met, all of the demons that we fought together, and especially our first kiss and hopefully not our last. "Kastiyel" (Castiel), I message him.
"Dekan" (Dean), he replies, "Yes sirum yem k'ez"(I love you.)
" Yes nuynps sirum yem k'ez" ( I love you too), I say.

Dean reaching out for Cas.

Cas pushing Dean through the portal in order to save Dean.