LENT

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So hi touching down on my eating disorder again

We're talking about my eating patterns

So lent is a thing I celebrate

Also I eat kinda infrequently

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Sometimes I feel uncomfortable eating

Especially when I'm at home

Sometimes I forget about eating

Sometimes I feel the food I'm gonna eat is too 'scary'

I don't like putting labels on whatever I have so let's just call it 'eating disorder'

In school I eat everyday

And it's really helpful honestly

Like on Valentines I ate like 14 times probs

But of course there were some foods I didn't like

But then my homeboy vegetables and vegetarianism came in

I think I might still be lacking some nutrients but oh well

Then we get home and lent starts

Did I mention I got home

At home I'm planning to eat very lightly

At least I'm eating at all

I'm not gonna attend family dinner or anything

Like I was on the phone with my aunt yesterday and she suggested we 'go for a meal' and I almost screamed

I'm not trying to be extra with this but honestly that was terrifying

So yeah yesterday my sis (who doesn't know about me but is still really nice) took me to the grocery store to buy 'my kind of food'.

So yeah my diet for the time being will probably consist of pot noodles and yogurt

But still just in case DM me every now and then and ask if I'm eating thanks XD

Stay gay! 🏳️‍🌈

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