The sun was shining bright that day. It was around 2 pm when me and Namjoon decided to start our so called „punishment" . Mountain climbing. Hm, wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't pretty hot already.
I sigh as I walk next to my hyung who was clearly thinking about something. We have been talking about random band related stuff for the last 30 minutes but now there was silence.
I looked at him with my furrowed brows. He seemed like he was about to say something.
<< Tae? >> I reply with a quiet „Hm?" and return my gaze to the view in front of us. The usual trees, flowers, and overall green landscape.
<< I know that it may be weird to ask but you know, you're like a brother to me and- >>
<< Go ahead. >> I smile to him thereby making him yet again sigh.
<< How is your...relationship with Jungkook going? >> I look down biting my bottom lip. Why is he asking?
<< Good, why do you ask? >> He glances at me but quickly looks away.
<< I can see that you really love each other Tae. We all see it. And this is why it hurts me and the others when you get mad because we try to- as you call it- „separate" you >>
I furrow my brows and open my mouth to say something but am quickly interrupted but the same voice.
<< We don't do it because we don't want you to be together. No, we see that you're both happy so why would we be an obstacle to your happiness? >>
He shakes his head << The thing is that if anyone finds out you'll have to separate. Really separate. Because you can't even imagine how much of a scandal it would be. You don't even know Taehyung. >>
His tone is a little harsher now. I just look down at my feet as I try to stay calm << And that's when we decide what's better for you. For us. >> He looks at me and I look at him. << You love him, right? >>
I nod quickly. I love him with all my heart. << Then you have to decide. You either stay with him and act subtle in front of other people or you get separated. And if not these two, then it's going to be the end of our career. Because.. I don't know Taehyung, I've talked with our manager and staff so many times and I really don't think it'd end up positively, I hope you understand. >>
I release a long sigh and run a hand through my now dark brown hair. << I understand Namjoon. >> I smile weakly to him.
<< You know, me and Jungkook have talked about it a lot of times. This whole bts and people finding out about us and- >> I nod slowly trying to comfort myself and try to say what I have to say << It's difficult but we're trying our best >>
I look at the sky and smile << It's just that, you know, when your boyfriend is this hot it's hard not to look at him from time to time >> We both laugh at my statement. It was true though.
<< But I think that this makes us somehow...stronger? >> I say, almost ask. << We have to do everything secretly and I don't know, it just builds this trust and even when sometimes I feel so hurt he just comes to my room and reassure of how much I mean to him >> I look up at Namjoon and see him smiling << It's also pretty exiting, you know, all this hiding and acting in a subtle way. >>
<< I hope this isn't leading to what I think it is. >> We both burst out laughing.
<< Okay, I'll stop here then >>
<< And it's during times like this that I thank God for how distant our rooms are from each other now. >> I wipe the tears formed from laughing and put a hand on the older's shoulder.
<< Oh, it wasn't that bad in our old dorm. >> He looks at me while shaking his head with an „are-you-kidding-me?" face.
<< Well, it was bad for me because I was in the room next to you! >> I chuckle while rubbing my neck nervously. << Sorry? >>
<< I couldn't unhear it for the following months. >> I sigh as I watch my hyung's traumatized face.
We then continue for another 30 minutes talking about different topics before going back to our house.
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<< We're back! >> I say out loud before yawning and going towards my room ready to take a nap. My walk is interrupted by an overly-excited Jungkook who runs in my direction and cups my face before kissing me. << Did you miss me this much? >>
He just chuckles in a cute way and pulls me by my hand entering then our room. I turn around for a second to see Namjoon smiling at me. I return the smile and turn back to admire my boyfriend now sitting on the bed patting the place next to him.
I sit on the indicated spot and place my head on his lap for him to play with my hair.
<< How was it? Tiring? >> I smile hearing his concerned tone. << It was a little tiring but not too bad. >>
There's a comfortable silence as the younger continues playing with my brown locks.
<< Jungkook-ah? >> << Hm? >> I sit up and face him.
I look at his brown hair. His hazelnut eyes I always got lost into. His soft lips I could kiss all the time without getting bored. He was perfect, ethereal.
I then returned my gaze to his beautiful eyes and smiled as I saw his confused face.
<< I love you. A lot. Never forget that. >> I leaned in to place a soft kiss onto his lips.
<< I love you too. A lot. >>
Yeah, I don't care about other people knowing as long as I have him by my side.
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Kinda short but had this idea and thought I'd right it ‚cause WHY NOT? hope you like it :)
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