Voice Of Her Soul

chapter 8

Hello everyone thank you so much for comments and thank you so much for participating in EDKV's second anniversary I hope you guys have sent your audio video and edits...we are going to do one more thing on Twitter on 1st March you can get the details from fan pages of Twitter...I still don't have complete information about it but jitna mujhe pta hai they are planning to make a thread of tweets....

One more thing the idea of leap in last part was given by my friend Reeba Shukla..she helped me a lot in this story so thanks to her...this is the continuation of suman's dairy...

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Mai kisi sumo ko nahi janta......kya such me tum mujhe bhool gye shravan...kya mai itni bhi important nahi thi tumhare liye ki 10 saalo me tum mera naam tkk bhool gye..wo naam jo khud mujhe tumne diya hai...wo naam jo mujhse pehle tumhari yaad dilata hai...aaj mujhe khud ke zinda hone par bhi shaq ho raha hai...kyoki agar shravan ko koi sumo yaad nahi to wo zinda bhi nahi....tumne khud ye kaha par pta nahi kyo tumhari aawaz se laga ki nahi bhoole ho tum mujhe....koi baat nahi agar bhool gye ho to bhi yaad dilaungi or naraz ho to bhi manaungi....dekhti hun kab tkk nahi pehchanoge or kab tkk naraz rahoge...ab jab tkk tumhe wapas paa nahi lungi tab tkk har nahi manungi.....tumhari sumo hun kabhi nahi harungi.......

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Aaj mujhe aadha shravan wapas mil gya ...tumne sahi suna chashmish....oopss sorry shravan...kya karu tum itne cute the naa ki ye naam bhool he nahi paati...☺haan to mai kya keh rahi thi...mujhe aaj mera aadha shravan mil gya...mera best friend...addha mila phir bhi aisa lag raha sab mil gya....ab to saans bhi ruk jaye to bhi mai khush rahungi....
Ek secret batau aaj jab tumne fees ke liye kaha naa to mujhe tension ho gai ki kahi tumne pehli baat mujhse kuch manga or mai de nahi pai to...preeta to ye bhi keh rahi thi ki tum kahi🙈kiss naa mang lo....mai ne use keh diya ki tum shareef ho aisa kuch nahi kroge....actually tum shareef kam fattu zyada ho😜..par ye baat mujhe pta hai thodi naa mai sabke samne aisa bolti tumhari image ka sawal tha or wo mai spoil nahi hone dungi kisi ke bhi samne....jab tum kitchen me peeche aa kar khade hue na to kuch ajeeb saa lg raha tha....tum aajkal aisa kuch kyo karte ho jisse mere pet me butterflies dance karne lagti hai???mai gussa hun tum humesha nervous kar dete ho....
Or tumhari ye extra laddu ki aadat kabhi nahi jayegi naa....koi baat nahi jaane bhi mat dena mai humesha tumhare liye extra rakhti hun....jab tum nahi the tab bhi😢..
Aaj jaise he tumne kaha naa humare beech me kuch hai jo duniya ka sabse khoobsurat ehsaas hai to mujhe laga tumko bhi mujhse pyaar hai or tum aaj ye baat keh doge....but mujhe koi shikayat nahi....mai ne jo bhi kiya hai tumhare sath uske baad tum kaise mujhpe bharosa karoge or mai kaise ummed kar sakti hun ki tum mujhse pyaar karoge....par tum dekhna mai wapsa tumhara bharosa paa kar rahungi....tumne dosti ka hath khud badhaya hai mai ab wo nibhaungi or ek acchi dost ban kar dikhaungi....or tum mujhse pyaar karo naa karo tumhari sumo hun humesha tumse pyaar karungi....

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Kyo kar rahe ho aisa shravan??? Kya galti ho gai mujhse??? Us din dinner par jab mai ne jairaj ki story batai tab tumhare behaviour ko dekh kar laga tha shyada tumhe bhi mujhe kisi or ke sath dekh kar takleef hoti hai...shayad tumhare mnn me bhi mere liye pyaar hai....jab tumne wo poyam padhi tab tumhara pyaar tumhari aankho me nazar aa raha tha....jab mai giri or mujhe chot lagi tab tumhara concern dekh kar laga ki meri chot ka dard tumhe bhi hua...phir agle he pal tumne dawa lagane se mana kar diya or phir meri ummeed toot gai...
Fever me mere kaam karne par gussa ho sakte ho par mere sath hospital nahi jaa sakte...bachpan me jab chot lagti thi tab tum he to dawa lagate the or doctor ke pass bhi le jaate the...or mai theek ho jaati thi jaise sirf tumhara sath he meri dawa ban jata tha or mera Sara dard chala jaata tha....kyo hum ab waise nahi reh sakte kyo???
Phir apni concern dikha kar doctor ke pass le jaate ho or phir ignore karne lagte ho jaise kuch fark he nahi padta tumhe....
Nirmala aunty ki daal ka taste yaad hai par ye yaad nahi ki wo tumhari maa he banaya karti thi...manti hun wo bina kuch kahe chali gai par shravan maa hai wo tumhari....or wo aaj bhi tumse pyaar karti hai...please shravan humari zindgi me maa or papa dono he barabar hote hai aaj takk tumne uncle ko suna hai ek bar aunty ko bhi suno...unhone bina kuch kahe jaa kar aasan rasta apnaya or ek maa ki zimmedariya poori nahi ki par kya tumhari zimmedari nahi thi ki ek bar unse uske reasons bhi sune...aunty ke karan sari aurto se nafrat karte ho...tum kyo nahi smjhte ki har insaan eksa nahi hota....zaroori nahi zindgi me Hume ek bar dhokha mila to bar bar mile...mai ne bhi koi choti galti nahi ki thi mai ne bhi dosti nahi nibhai thi par phir bhi tumne dusra chance diya mujhe or naye dost banaye waise he tum unhe second chance nahi de sakte...kya meri galti ki tarha us incident ko bhool kar tum aage nahi badh sakte....
Aaj itni kadwahat aa chuki hai humari zindgi me ki tum ek party me bhi mujhe bardasht nahi kar sakte ki tum meri shakal bhi nahi dekh sakte ...kya mere itne bade kadam utthane ke baad bhi tumhe mujh par bharosa nahi hai...kya apni zindgi daw par lagane ke baad bhi tumhe mujh par bharosa nahi hai...jaise mujhe tum par bharosa hai ki tum mujhe girne nahi dete.....koi baat nahi kal jab mai tumhe nirmala aunty se milungi tab tumhe yakeen ho jayega...mai tumhe or akele nahi dekh sakti...tumhari khushiya tumhe dila kar rahungi....tumhari sumo hun tumhara yakeen paa kar rahungi......

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I didn't edit this part guys so please ignore all the mistakes...

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Love😘
Sweksha