Voice Of Her Soul

chapter 16

At airport

Before shravan could recover form previous slap he got another slap on right cheek...before he could react sumo  slapped him n times  on his both cheeks...after getting tired she stopped and fist his collar and said " phir se bhaag rahe the naa...haan phir se bhaag rahe the...yahi to aata hai tumhe....bachpan se he problems se bhaagte aaye ho or aaj bhi bhaag rahe ho....kabhi seekha he nahi problems ko face karna hai naa....sahi socha tha mai ne bachpan se he fattu the aaj bhi fattu ho....kya socha tumne itne kuch kar loge or chupke se nikal jaoge or mai kuch nahi karungi....jawab do naa kyo bhaag rahe the haan...ab chup kyo ho...aise to zubaan thakti nahi dusro par ilzaam lagane me aaj kya hua gond kha li kya???"

Shravan was not in state to think anything...he was still not fully recovered from her action...he was still staring her beautiful but angry face...his mind said

God she looks hot when she gets angry...

His thought was broken by sumo's angry voice

He tried to say ummm su..sumo umm actually m..ummm mai ne aaa...tum yaha itni raat ko akeli aai ho???or kyo??

Sumo pushed his collar and slaps her forehead "mai ne itne sawal kiye or tum ab bhi yahi atke ho haan...kya karu mai tumhara??mai ne kuch pucha hai???kyo bhaag rahe the kya soch ke jaa rahe the mujhe chor ke???..ummm I mean problems ko peeth dikha ke...mai ne to socha tha ki 10 saalo me kam se kam ye buri aadat to chali jayegi...par nahi tum kabhi nhi badal sakte brainless malhotra...10 saal pehle bhi kayar the or aaj bhi ho...."

Shravan said " sumo wo actually mai tumhe or nahi hurt karna chahta tha....jab se aaya hun tumhe hurt he kiya hai....aaj bhi mall par sabke samne tumse wo Sab keh diya ek bar bhi ye nahi socha ki tumhe kaisa lagega...aaj phir tum mere karan roi...saari zindgi rulaya he hai tumhe...kabhi koi khushi nahi di...shaadi jaise pavitra rishte ko mazak bana diya jabki janta tha ki tumhare kya sapne hai shaadi ko le kar....chote ki shadi me bhi kya nahi kaha tumhe...or adtiya ko bhi kya nahi kaha...aaj bhi ye dono incident yaad karta hun to khud se nazre milaane ki himmat nahi hoti...
Tumse 10 saal se pyaar karne ka dawa karta tha par naa kabhi bharosa kiya naa tumhari respect ki....isliye mujhe laga ki tumhari zindgi se chale Jana he accha hai...kam se kam or hurt nahi kar paunga tumhe..."

Sumo clapped her hands and said
"Wow just wow tum or tumhare assumptions shravan...tum humesha khud se he soch lete ho har baate samne waala kya sochta hai kya chahta hai isse tumhe koi matlab nahi....kabhi apne is kalpnaalok se bahar niklo or dusro ke thoughts bhi janne ki koshish karo....10 saal pehle tumne ye socha ki mujhe apne kiye ka pachtawa nahi hai or isliye bina meri baat sune bhaag gaye...peeche se chillati rahi tumhari car ke peeche bhi bhaagi par tumne suna he nahi....ramnath uncle ki baat suni or nirmala aunty ko unke friend ke ghar dekh kar tumne soch liya ki wo guilty hai, ek bar bhi unse jaa kar pucha nahi ki unhone aisa kyo kiya, kyoki tumne socha ki mere papa galat nahi ho sakte....meri galti badi thi or phone par maafi nahi maang sakti thi isliye contact nahi kiya or tumhe laga ki mujhe meri galti ka ehsaas nahi hai...wapas aane par tumne soch liya ki mai purani waali selfish sumo hun bina ye jaane ki mai badal chuki hun....pct ke mamle me bhi tumne soch liya ki mai ne aditya se papers liye kyoki mai usse use karna chahti thi, ek bar bhi aa kar shikayat nahi ki ki sumo tumne aisa kyo kiya...bs aaye or dosti tod Di...(tears were continuously flowing from her eyes)
Or shadi me jab mai ne paise lene se mana kar diya to tumhe laga ki mai ne apni ego or dikhawe ke liye ye sab kiya....ek bar bhi ye janne ki koshish nahi ki ki mai us insaan se paise nhi le sakti thi jisne mere pyaar ko khareedne ki koshish ki....tumne socha tumhe,  laga sirf yahi mayne rakhta hai tumahre liye hai naa...aaj bhi mai ne mall me mai ne kuch nahi kaha iska matlab tumne ye nikaal liya ki mai gussa hun hurt hun....