letters for my twin // marcus & martinus

day 1

dear martinus,
i don't know the point of doing this, but you asked me to so here we go.
i miss you. i really do. why did you have to go so soon?
why couldn't the medication and the treatments work?
it's just so unfair. life, you know. it's so short. yours was shorter than expected.
i want you to come back. you're my favorite person in the whole world.
last night and this morning have been hard. but will it ever get any easier?
you said, don't miss me too much when i'm gone. but how couldn't i? my own twin.
we haven't told the fans yet. i don't think we will for a long time.
my eyes are all red and puffy and my nose is just red. i look pretty ridiculous you know.
but i don't care.
i just want my brother back.
please come back.
-marcus