letters for my twin // marcus & martinus

day 27

i'm gonna have one last concert. dad said it would be a good thing to do.
but i don't think so.
he said 'do it for martinus.'
of course i'd do anything for you.
so i'm going to have a concert one month from this day.
i hope you'll come there.
you know, watch me from above.
if you really see everything i do, could you please guide me somehow.
i still feel so lost. kinda empty too.
like i've lost a part of me.
well i actually did. i lost my other half.
and it hurts like hell.
i can't even imagine how much you hurt before i lost you forever.
did your head hurt? did it feel like it will explode?
i hope you didn't suffer for long.
-marcus